her eyes
her smile
her lips
her hair
her nose
i just...want 2 hold her one.last.time.
and im willing to beg for it
the only thing is,
i wont ever find someone like you
sorry adele, but there arent "2 soulmates, 2 starcrossed lovers. 2 perfect girls made for me"
there is just one. and...i let her slip away. i lost her. my fault.
(single tear)
so...if its you. reading this. (and you know who you are)
id like to apologize
for my mean quotes
for not saying how beautiful u looked
how pretty your hair looked every way you would put it
for ever leaving
for ever letting you out of my arms
for not kissing you that one day in the pouring rain
for not saying "i love you" more than necissary
for showing up when you didnt want me
for ever starting a fight
for blaming you when it was my fault
for never sneaking out in the middle of the night to toss rocks at your window at 2 in the morning, cuz i remembered i didnt say i love you
for never snuggling on your hammock
or just holding you
for never ever ever lying with u in my arms looking at the clouds
for not meeting cammi
for never holding you again cuz i feel empty when u go home
for never buying you a single rose
for never lying in that field, and tucking a flower behind your ear
for never blowing you a kiss as u pulled away in your car
for never making enough jokes
for being awkward around you
for presuring you to do any one of those you didnt want to
im sorry that i didnt beg hard enough for a second chance im sorry that i have any of these as regretsand if you gave me...one last chance....i wouldnt ever have a single regret.just.one.chanceplease.just.please.sunshine.
if your even reading this, know im so so so proud of you. for even getting to the end.
ILOVEYOU
dont make this goodbye. please
please
please
please
pelase
please
please
please
dont let me slip away the way i let you slip away
kaitybearislife