kai1793 posted a quote
September 18, 2012 11:46am UTC
What happened??? How did we go from being perfect to separated? You won't talk to me. You talked to my youngest sister yesterday and commented that i text you. and you told her that when my younger sister texts you its creepy. But you didn't show my youngest sister any reaction when you talked about me texting you. Why are you sending me mixed signals that I can't decipher??? talk to me somehow please.... even through my siblings or our mutual friends... please i miss you. I LOVE YOU always will. til the end of time.
kai1793 posted a quote
September 15, 2012 8:55pm UTC
I will always love you. I dont know why it is over but know that everytime i talk about you I'm constantly correcting myself. you are no longer mine.... i told you i will never give up on us and i havent but i have decided to give you space. hopefully you will talk to someone about me to let me know that you still think about me. i am so scared to completely lose you. you have my heart in your hands until i get it back i am yours. all i can do is hope you will talk to me.. somehow someone oneday soon. i dont want our only goodbye be the night you ended it. you may move soon i can only hope to see you again before you do.
kai1793 posted a quote
September 13, 2012 10:18pm UTC
all i do is think of you. ask anyone i talk to and theyll say ive been talking about you. so you see we may be over but i havent forgotten what you mean to me. i may not cry all the time but thats because i refuse to give up on us. until you can prove to me that you no longer have feelings for me why should i try and move on. the love of my life is still there in you. i wont give up on us. niether should you. i love you and i cant honestly say that with the same meaning to anyone else. i never want to
kai1793 posted a quote
September 13, 2012 8:57pm UTC
i am glad i met you im glad we fell in love im glad that i got to call you mine. the time may have been short but it will always be worth it to me. i finally let my heart go to the girl that was perfectly imperfect for me. we may get back together we may not. but please just remember all that we were and all that we learned. we wouldnt be who we are today if we had never know eachother. if we had never gone out i wouldnt know what love truly is and niether would you.
kai1793 posted a quote
September 11, 2012 8:16pm UTC
i know i am probably going to cry myself to sleep tonight and ill probably wake up crying again in the morning. just know that i will always love you and no matter what i will always be there for you. we may not speak know but someday we will again. never is a long time but forever doesnt end
kai1793 posted a quote
September 10, 2012 9:24pm UTC
i know she still loves me she told me tonight as she said goodbye. its over now and i dont know what to do... i still love her with everything i am. she ended it cause shes going to be moving. she says she cant do the distance. i would do anything for her and she knows it. i will always love her. i will be waiting for the day i can call her mine again.
kai1793 posted a quote
August 28, 2012 10:54pm UTC
missing the long talks we had. missing hanging out four days a week. now we barely talk. we are lucky to be able to see eachother more than once a week. i love you with all i am and even though things are changing faster than expected and not everything goes the way we want it. i know that if i ever lost you i would lose myself. people doubt that what we have is real. they believe we are too young to know what we want and where our future is going. we have seen our future and we know where we are going. there may be bumps along the way but as long as we are willing to fight we will be together forever. im risking it all and i finally feel safe enough to let someone in.
kai1793 posted a quote
August 17, 2012 11:54am UTC
She sits in the dark, silent and crying. Happy to be alone. She loves the dark, the peace and the quiet. It takes the reality away, calming her nerves. Fantasy fills her mind. The battle cries grow quiet. The fear is gone. Sleep becomes easier as the dark takes over
Don't fall in love with the girl I pretend to be. She is my defense against the people who aren't looking for a relationship and just wants a girl for her looks or to say they are in a relationship. Find the little girl hiding and me and help her grow. That little girl is the real me.
They told me life isnt easy but it is worth it. i know its worth living but i didnt realize im going to need to fight tooth and nail for the girl i love. i have realized if i do fight i will loose her anyway. so how do i keep the girl i love when part of her family doesnt accept her or us? they do everything they can to keep us apart. :(