has it ever occured to you
that my feelings for you never did change.
that everyday i plaster on a fake smile and
pretend i'm fine & every night i cry myself
to sleep with tears of regret, wishing we'd
never broken up. that i miss you so much,
& it kills me to see you with another girl,
laughing at her jokes, hugging her, kissing
her lips. that i keep wishing at 11:11 for me
to be with you instead of her. that i read all
our texts, and laugh at the jokes you told
me & cry at all the 'i love you's you sent me.
that i never did stop loving, even though you
shattered my heart.
♥