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iwannaknowYOU
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October 24, 2010 7:05pm UTC

Hi. I found this page and decided, it might be a place where I can vent, and nobody will yell at me, or laugh at me.
First off, my name is Kayla. I'm 15 years old and have gone through a lot more than you think.
I have basically been abandoned by my mother. I've only seen her twice in my life, when I was 7, and when I was 13.
I may, at some time in my life, use crack cocaine, because I was born crack addicted. I'm hoping that doesn't happen.
I have cut myself many times. I started when I was 13, because I felt that it would help me get through my problems. I stopped, and started again a couple of days after my birthday. Mostly for the same reason, and because I had been rejected twice this summer. I had to go to the hospital.
I also went to the hospital because I am not exactly in shape, and thought that not eating would make me skinnier. I had passed out.
I am single. I know to a lot of you, that may not seem like a problem, but to me, I feel like I'm alone. I have liked so many people, but because of the way I look, all guys have rejected me. I have only one guy who thinks that I am pretty, and he doesn't even live near me.
I have a lot of other things that I could talk about, but I don't want to bore people with my pity stories. If you did listen, thank you. <3
EVERYONE HAS THEIR STORY, WHAT'S YOURS?

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October 24, 2010 4:14pm UTC

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i have lost everyone of my best friends. and i'm in love with someone who can't even realize it. i'm right in front of him.<l3 -LoVeSeCrEt202

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October 24, 2010 3:53pm UTC

My Story:
Well i'm going to tell you my name. I'm Kirstie & I've dealt with the fact i've been dealt some pretty hard wild cards in my life, I'm sixteen and i live in a small town in Illinois. It may be small but people still there are drugs,alcohol, bullying.
Today my story is about my secret.
I used to have a problem with self inflicting harm. Sometimes i still battle it.
I feel alone, and i feel abandoned and i honestly feel like it'd be a better place without me. I have this friend now who he cannot stand to see my pain. And I have ethis bestfriend who means the world to me. There names are Alyssia&Juan.
Well I recently discovered this project call "THE BUTTERFLY PROJECT"
The Butterfly Project:
i. When you feel like you want to cut, binge, or mutilate, take a marker, pen, or sharpie and draw a butterfly on you hand or arm.
ii. Name the butterfly after a loved one or someone you really want to get better.
iii. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it off.
iv. If you cut the butterfly before it is gone then you've killed it. If you don't cut, it lives.
v. If you have more than 1 butterfly, cutting kills all of them.
vi. Another person my draw them on you. These butterflies are extra special, take good care of them.
vii. Even if you don't cut, feel free to draw a butterfly anyway, to show your support. If you do this name it after someone you know who cuts or is suffering right now, and tell them. It could help.
I wrote their name in the butterfly just so every time i looked down at my wrist i knew someone loved me just because im me. I couldnt bear to kill a piece of them. So because i love them I love myself.
EVERYONE HAS A STORY. WHATS YOURS?

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October 24, 2010 3:43pm UTC

ATTENTION:
I made this site in hopes of somebody, not everybody but at least one person being touched. If one person's life can be that much better because something you or I say and it stops them from what they could of done tonight I'm happy. I'm sixteen years old and i'm making it known. Something, Anything has to change. You're all beautiful, You're all loved, You're all accepted.
I don't care what religion, gender, race, status, age, && mainly i don't care if you are Bisexual, Gay, Lesbian, Trans Gender, Questioning, Expeirementing. I really really don't care. Neither should anyone else. If your happy that's all that matters. So if your having a rough day stop & leave your story. Leave your mark. YOU DO MATTER.
Secrets, Phobias, Stories, Feelings are all welcome.
The password is livelaughlove.
Welcome to making a difference. One person, one story, one life at a time.

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October 24, 2010 3:42pm UTC

ATTENTION:
I made this site in hopes of somebody, not everybody but at least one person being touched. If one person's life can be that much better because something you or I say and it stops them from what they could of done tonight I'm happy. I'm sixteen years old and i'm making it known. Something, Anything has to change. You're all beautiful, You're all loved, You're all accepted.
I don't care what religion, gender, race, status, age, && mainly i don't care if you are Bisexual, Gay, Lesbian, Trans Gender, Questioning, Expeirementing. I really really don't care. Neither should anyone else. If your happy that's all that matters. So if your having a rough day stop & leave your story. Leave your mark. YOU DO MATTER.
Secrets, Phobias, Stories, Feelings are all welcome.
The password is livelaughlove.
Welcome to making a difference. One person, one story, one life at a time.

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October 24, 2010 3:41pm UTC

ATTENTION:
I made this site in hopes of somebody, not everybody but at least one person being touched. If one person's life can be that much better because something you or I say and it stops them from what they could of done tonight I'm happy. I'm sixteen years old and i'm making it known. Something, Anything has to change. You're all beautiful, You're all loved, You're all accepted.
I don't care what religion, gender, race, status, age, && mainly i don't care if you are Bisexual, Gay, Lesbian, Trans Gender, Questioning, Expeirementing. I really really don't care. Neither should anyone else. If your happy that's all that matters. So if your having a rough day stop & leave your story. Leave your mark. YOU DO MATTER.
Secrets, Phobias, Stories, Feelings are all welcome.
The password is livelaughlove.
Welcome to making a difference. One person, one story, one life at a time.

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iwannaknowYOU
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October 24, 2010 3:40pm UTC

ATTENTION:
I made this site in hopes of somebody, not everybody but at least one person being touched. If one person's life can be that much better because something you or I say and it stops them from what they could of done tonight I'm happy. I'm sixteen years old and i'm making it known. Something, Anything has to change. You're all beautiful, You're all loved, You're all accepted.
I don't care what religion, gender, race, status, age, && mainly i don't care if you are Bisexual, Gay, Lesbian, Trans Gender, Questioning, Expeirementing. I really really don't care. Neither should anyone else. If your happy that's all that matters. So if your having a rough day stop & leave your story. Leave your mark. YOU DO MATTER.
Secrets, Phobias, Stories, Feelings are all welcome.
The password is livelaughlove.
Welcome to making a difference. One person, one story, one life at a time.

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