Okay so on Sunday I went to the mall with this guy I've liked for a really long time, but recently I've started liking him less and started to move on. But anyways, we went to the mall. We ate lunch, walked around, then he took me to the third story of Dillards and we sat down on the floor in between two mattresses and were alone for the most part, except when a couple people came to look at mattresses. we sat and talked for a long time. then he got up to lay on a mattress. I stayed on the ground. Eventually he told me to get on the mattress too so I did. We just layed next to each other, not really touching or anything. Then he texted me "have you ever kissed a guy?" because he was having trouble woroking up the courage to say it out loud and when I said no he texted "would you like to?" I said yes and he kissed me. Then he started making out with me. a lot. and he asked me to lay on top of him and make out with him so thats what we did. It was my first kiss and first make out session. He said he liked being my first kiss and that it was the best day of his life. But he didn't ask me out. He said he plans on asking me out in september when he turns 16 and gets his car because we go to different schools so it'd be easier for us to see each other. So then what are we? are we just make-out buddies? When I got home from the mall, I realized that I don't like him that much anymore. And I know he likes me a lot. Way more than I like him. And I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should tell him because I don't want to lead him on. Some of my friends say I should wait and hang out again to see if I like him anymore. But I feel like a how for laying on top of him and making out with him and I'm guessing he'll probably make out with me the next time I see him. And I realized that I'm starting to like this other guy. a lot. I don't think anything is going to happen between me and the second guy, but I feel more attracted to the second guy than I do to the guy I made out with. So I don't know what to do. I don't expect anyone to read this, but I needed to get it all out there.
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