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randompanda
posted a quote
June 2, 2013 8:08pm UTC

That girl.....
Who is so amazing and doesn't even know it
Who is skinny but thinks she is fat
Who is beautiful but doean't think so
Who has a low self esteem because of others
Who desearves a better life
Who desearves better people
And a better everything but doesn't think so
She gets told how amazing she is every day but brushes it off
Who gets hurt thinking about how bad she is, when she isn't
Who has a horrible life at home but still puts on a big smile
Who know one knows how much she is hurting
Who needs some one to love her
.....But doesn't get any of it

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Foreverspphire
posted a quote
June 4, 2013 9:22pm UTC

A nightmare has taken over even the happiest of my dreams,
Self hate is now replacing self esteem,
How many mistakes can one person create?
I think Im in hell but i dont remember seeing the gate.

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
March 4, 2013 10:02pm UTC

I want to know you.
I want to know you better
than anyone else has
ever known you.
I want to know what you
do at two a.m.
What thoughts haunt
you in the dead of night.
I want to know every
scar that covers your
body. I want to know
your darkest secrets;
the memories you're
trying so hard to forget.
I want to know you—
the raw, unedited,
unfiltered, uncensored—
you.
I want to know the words
you would speak to me
at three a.m. when your
eyes are heavy and the
rest of the world is sleeping.
Tell me,
I won't interrupt.
I promise.

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
March 30, 2013 9:14pm UTC

And it’s only when
I talk to you
that my heart
doesn’t hurt
as much,
and my chest
doesn’t feel so
tight;
it’s only when
I talk to you
that I can
finally breathe.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
April 12, 2013 8:27pm UTC

And who was I
to think someone
like you could actually
care for someone like me?
Who was I to think
that someone like you
could actually fall for a
screw up like me?
Who was I to think
that maybe I could be considred
lovely in the eyes of someone
like you? Who was I to think
that anyone could actually
love a disaster like me?
Who was I?
Just a common fool, that's who.

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
April 13, 2013 7:29pm UTC

I need someone
who will push me.
I need someone who
won't put up with my crap.
I need someone who
will challenge me.
Who will defy me.
I need someone who
will love me, even
when I can't love myself—
especially when
I can't love myself.
I need someone who
will push my buttons
when I need it,
and hold me
when I break.
I need someone
who will hold my hand,
and keep me from drowning.
Someone who will chase
away the demons who
live inside of my head.
But most of all,
I need someone
who won't
give up
on me.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
April 20, 2013 8:58pm UTC

I am in an abusive
relationship.
They hurt me,
they call me names,
they tell me
I'm worthless,
and how much
no one will ever
love me.
Thing is,
I can't get away.
Because you
can't run away
from yourself.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
May 2, 2013 6:16pm UTC

May 2, 2013
I regret the words
that have left my lips.
I want my metal friends
back in my hands,
I want my words back;
but, most of all,
I want my secrets back.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
May 10, 2013 8:17pm UTC

Dark Side
Everyone has a dark side,
including I.
Except my dark side
come out a little
differently than
most peoples.
You see,
most people,
when their
dark side emerges,
they scream,
they yell,
they say awful things.
However,
I do not cry,
nor scream;
I don't even
get mad.
No, my dark side comes
with a twist; just a nick
of the wrist,
my dark sides forms
in crimson red flowing
down my wrist.
Left behind in
pretty pink lines
on display to only
my eyes—
hidden by tired eyes,
forced laughter
and long sleeves.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
May 14, 2013 7:45pm UTC

If I am able to get someone
as lovely and caring as you,
to care for someone like me,
even just a little bit,
then I must be doing
something right.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
May 21, 2013 7:26pm UTC

I miss the coldness
of the metal,
and warmth of
the flowing red
liquid that stained
my pale skin;
I miss feeling like
there was one thing
in my life that
I could control.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
May 21, 2013 10:02pm UTC

I fell in love with you.
I fell in love with
your demons;
with your scars,
with your past,
with your pain;
I fell in love with
the words whisper
at three in the morning
when the rest of the world
is asleep.
I fell in love
with the glint
in your eyes when
you smile,
or laugh.
I fell in love
with your mind,
with your soul;
I fell in love with
you, all of you.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
May 25, 2013 9:21pm UTC

"It's going to be okay," you say once again. "I hope so," I whisper, not wanting to burst your bubble, playing along with this petty little game we have going. Maybe you think if you say it enough, it was finally come true and I will magically be less fúcked up in the head. Then maybe loving me won't be so damn hard. That's what you want, don't you? You want me to be normal, you want me to get better so you can feel like a better person. So you can think, "Hey, see? I did something good." Like I'm so pathetic charity case. Who am I to burst you perfect little bubble? Who am I to say, "You know what, no, it's not going to be okay. It never has been okay, and it never will be okay." Because I'm not you, I'm not strong and I can't get better. So, here I go again, I'll play along. "I'm fine," I say once again. "Don't worry about me," I mutter. The same lines as always, and you get to go to bed with a clear conscience, thinking that you did a good deed by putting up with someone like me. That's how this all works, right?

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
May 28, 2013 9:10pm UTC

When did our worth start
being defined by a grade,
by the number on scale?
When did a
passing grade
become more
important than
the state of our
mental health?
When did we start hating
getting up in the morning?
Where did our love for learning
go, it seems that the people
in charge killed it long ago.
All that matters is
if the scales are low,
and the grades are high;
then the people in your life
can feel like they did something
right.
Your parents can think
they raised the person society
wants;
and your teachers think
they did their
job, because
you got an "A"
on a paper,
or a test.
It doesn't matter if
you startved yourself,
and it doesn't matter
if you popped some
pills to stay up all night
and write that paper, or
study for that test.
All that matter is
the letter in the
grade book;
all that matters is
if they get to go to
bed feeling like they
did something right.
All that matters is if
you get a degree,
even if that means
losing your last
degree of sanity.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
May 28, 2013 9:35pm UTC

❝
I wish I wrote the way I thought;
Obsessively,
Incessantly,
With maddening hunger.
I’d write to the point of suffocation.
I’d write myself into nervous breakdowns,
Manuscripts spiralling out like tentacles into abysmal nothing.
And I’d write about you
a lot more
than I should.
❞

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
May 31, 2013 7:41pm UTC

Lie after lie,
so effortlessly,
they fall from
my lips.
I know it's for
the best, making
sure no one
knows the vile
truth that brews
within me.
Even you started
to believe in my lies;
now is that because
I'm becoming a better
liar, or is it because
you've become better
at pretending that
I'm not so fúcked up?
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
June 2, 2013 11:08pm UTC

Forgive Me
Forgive me,
for my hands,
they shake.
Forgive me,
for my voice,
it quivers;
forgive me,
for my fears
fuel my anxieties,
making me sad
and lonely.
Forgive me,
I'm scared of
a lot of things,
but, mostly of
losing you.
Forgive me,
I am a wreck,
a mess that
is worth nothing.
Forgive me,
I just wish to be
loved and held;
forgive me,
I love you.
Forgive me,
I cannot do
this anymore.
Forgive me,
the demons
have over-
taken me
and they
have
won.
Forgive me,
goodybe.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
June 2, 2013 11:46pm UTC

When the metal pierced
my skin, staining my
pale flesh red,
I thought I could
control it.
Just this once,
I reasoned with
myself, justifying
my sins to my
own demons.
However,
just this once
quickly turned into
just once more;
followed shortly by
only when I need it.
When the metal
pieced my flesh,
I thought I was
strong enough
to control it.
Four years,
countless scars,
countless nights,
spent crying alone,
playing with fate,
later—
I realize I was wrong.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
June 3, 2013 7:18pm UTC

Just a broken girl from a broken home.

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
June 5, 2013 8:49pm UTC

We don't deserve
each other, except
for very different
reasons.
You see,
I don't deserve
you because you're
much too good for me.
You don't deserve me,
because you deserve
much better than me.
(DS)

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