I have this friend.
She was my best friend for the past couple of years.
We hung out alot.
People b*tch about her quite alot and I always stood up for her because I knew she was actually a really awesome friend once you get through the walls she's built around herself.
We went back to school this year and she doesn't talk to me.
I'm in a time when I need a best friend and all of my previous ones have moved on, have new best friends, or seem to prefer hanging out with my ex rather than me.
Is there something wrong with me?
Is it because I'm emotional?
Is it because I'm not as beautiful as alot of other girls?
Is it because I'm a little chubby?
Is it because I'm bi?
Why do people have a habit of walking into my life, making it so happy, then walking out without a moments notice?
What have I done to make people hate me so much?
I miss you K.