Just Jump Into It: Part 2
Why was I thinking about telling him? I just really met him. But, yet I feel like I can tell him everything. I don't know what i'm thinking I haven't even told Alica yet and she's my best friend! Well, I guess here it goes.
" Well, its really a long story and somethings I say may make you hate me and I really dont want. So maybe its not a good idea if I tell you." I said quietly, becoming quite shy.
"Kelly, I know this maybe werid because we barely know each other but you can tell me anything. I will always be here for you. So if you want to tell me anything and everything. And don't think that I will ever hate you because that would be impossible." Josh said as he pulled his car under some trees and took my hand. I felt electrified at his touch.
So I started my story. " Well you know how me and Dave dated kinda out of nowhere. Like we weren't really friends or anything...He just used me. He was only after someone that would give him what he wanted. And I almost always gave into him. I did somethings im not proud of..."
He interrupted "Wow. I didnt think you were like that.. You never seemed like that kind of girl." He let go of my hand.
"Nooo!! This is why I didnt want to tell you. This is why I didnt tell anyone!! I'm not that girl. I made a mistake!!! He fooled me!!" I cried and turned to get out of his car.
"Kelly, wait. Stop dont leave." He grabbed my hand and pulled me back to him. He wrapped his arms around me. " Kelly Im sorry I reacted that way I didn't mean to. We all make mistakes. Please forgive please don't hate me."
"Like someone amazing said 'don't think I will ever hate you because that would be impossible." Then all I felt was his lips on mine.