i'm a little weird, a little quirky, and very spontaneous.
i've got big plans my myself in life. i'm determined to make something of myself.
i have spent many years of watching americas next top model, ripping through
my way of teen vouges, seventeen and justine learning about society's perspective of beauty.
ever since i was little, i've always wanted to be in front of the camera or behind it.
someday i want to live in new york or paris. somewhere big. but part of me wants to live
somewhere small & in my state, like solon, iowa.
who knows what the future has in store for me?:)
i've always thought i wasn't smart enough, pretty enough, or strong enough.
i have always been too hard on myself. i'm learning that i'm wonderful the way i am.
i don't want to change for anyone,
and if i do make changes, it's for me and is what i think is best.
i have such a fragile heart, i've been hurt so much. please don't hurt me.
but i've been through so much, i've become such a strong person.
i'm mature for my age, don't treat me like some little kid, 'cause that'll piss me off.
i've made some bad choices in my life, but i'm working on becoming a better person.
i'm happily taken by a guy named joe. we've been togetherfor 16 months
and i've never been happier with anyone else. he's my bestfriend. my everything.
i don't know how i was able to live without him.
i am so happy with life right now<3
....life could be better..