k i need to get this out.! and i need opinions!!. I've had the biggest crush on him for 7 months now. Yes. S-E-V-E-N. i have never talked to him in my life, only because he is two years older, and if i do, i will get judged and embarresed by his whole grade.. thats just how his grade is. everytime ive been trying to get over him, someone who looks and sounds SO similar to him always manages to appear. for example. Today i went into a store, and the guy working there turns to me and just stares right at me. AKWARD. he look just like him. this has happened atleast 4 times already, and im wondering if its fate? or is God is just trying to mess with me?! it feels like something keeps me holding onto nothing. the weird thing is, is when we are at school, his friends follow me around and watch my every move, more than he actually looks at me. -and he looks at me quite a bit... ive been fighting for him for 7 months now, should i keep fighting? OPINIONS ANYONE?