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Hiya (: My name is Jessica. You can call me whatever pleases you. I'm not that noticed in life. Some people in my school don't know who I am, and I've never moved. It doesn't bother me, since I have my 2 best friends in the world. So, more about me (: This is my private witty account, no one knows I have it. I have another account, and people from my school know about that one. They don't know about this one, though. I'm 14 years old, and a freshman in high school. I have a "him". He's probably the only boy that's ever noticed me. We’ve never gone out, he’s too shy. I have no confidence whatsoever. I don’t hate my life at all, but I wish I was someone else a lot of times. My family is always there for me. I’m a dancer and a writer and a photographer. Brown hair and green eyes, that’s me (: I can be so sweet, but if you piss me off, I’m a total bitch. I live in Boston, Massachusetts. Love it here so much. I’m not that good in school, and it sucks because my mom always compares me to other kids. I hate it. Doesn’t she realize it hurts? I guess not. If you are still reading this, I love you. So, why not get to know me? I don’t bite (:

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
August 22, 2011 2:43pm UTC

My biggest secret...
My name is Jessica. I am 14 years old. I hate the way my body looks. Everyone tells me I'm thin. I honestly don't see it. At all. I'm not anorexic. Only because I haven't been diagnosed with anorexia. But, no one knows my biggest secret. I starve myself. I've lost 10 pounds in the past month. I went down a pants size. From a size 7 to a size 5. I crave the hunger pains, now. When I was 10, my dad called me fat. He didn't think it hurt me, but I still remember it. This Saturday, my uncle said "Jeez, Jess, you're fat, I'm skinnier than you." To have your own family call you fat? That hurts. When I was 11, this boy told my friend "Jessica's fat, I don't know why I liked her." And she told me what he said. That's when I started to eat less and less. When I was 12, I skipped breakfast and lunch. When I was 13, I didn't snack at all. Now, I'm 14, I barely eat anything throughout the day. I blame it on my braces, them hurting too much to eat. I'm still unsatisfied with my body. I can't go to anyone, honestly. I think my friend found out from my Tumblr, though, because now she makes sure I eat when I'm with her. I'm getting thinner, and I still don't like how I look. I weigh 115 pounds and I am 5'4. I hear people saying that they're 100 pounds, and want to weigh even less. I would give anything to weigh 105 pounds. I'm jealous of girls who are confident with their body, no matter what they weigh. If I could get down to a size 2, I'd be happy.
I want 1 fave, that's all, to know that someone believes in me that I can stop. I don't want to starve myself, it's an addiction now. Sure, I'm not confident with my body, but I know I'm hurting myself. I can't stop starving myself, though. And I'm too scared to go to anyone...

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August 2, 2011 12:02pm UTC

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ifeelsoinvisible
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July 4, 2011 7:07pm UTC

Yesterday at work,
I was really upset because of a guy. This little girl was sitting in her mom’s shopping cart and looked up and me and said “Sei bellissima, sorriso.” I looked at her mom and asked what it meant and her mom smiled at me and said “You’re beautiful, smile.”
Kids Give Me Hope

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
July 4, 2011 4:29pm UTC

Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Living young and wild and free♥

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
June 15, 2011 7:28pm UTC

If 10 years go by
And you hear my name, what will run through your mind?

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
June 15, 2011 7:23pm UTC

I don’t care
What they have to say. I’m still in love with you <3

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
June 14, 2011 9:35pm UTC

Sometimes,
All you gotta do is look the other way, and show him that you’re perfectly fine without him. Even if you’re not.

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
June 14, 2011 9:30pm UTC

Oh, but didn’t
You just say you hated her and that she was a b i t c h? So why are you acting like you’re best friends?

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
June 14, 2011 9:25pm UTC

I just love it
when I look over at catch him staring right back <3

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
June 14, 2011 9:10pm UTC

Yes, sweetie.
You broke me and you hurt me. But you didn’t kill me.

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
May 31, 2011 5:51pm UTC

You said you loved me
So why did you leave me?

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
May 7, 2011 3:04pm UTC

It never really crossed my mind
that there would be a time when we weren't together

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
May 1, 2011 12:36pm UTC

I love it when
A question answers
Another question on
A test

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
May 1, 2011 12:17pm UTC

I love the smell
of campfires
<3

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
April 23, 2011 6:09pm UTC

maybe someday
my real smile will come back

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
April 19, 2011 6:03pm UTC

I don't want you to look back
and think I was a mistake

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
April 15, 2011 7:18pm UTC

who do you think you're kidding?
you know he means the world to you

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
April 9, 2011 2:57pm UTC

You drive me crazy
you make me mad
I forget the good times
that we had
But no matter what
no one could never replace you

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
April 7, 2011 9:00pm UTC

Watching the world that was once in your hands
all come tumbling down and you're left there wondering what went wrong

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ifeelsoinvisible
posted a quote
April 6, 2011 9:34pm UTC

Damn, boy
you make my heart race like it's got something to lose

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