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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
December 15, 2011 9:25pm UTC

Once upon a time,
there was this girl I know. She was very shy, pretty, but overlooked by most guys. She didn't mind this, but she wanted someone to love her. Somehow by coincidence she met a boy. This boy, well at first she didn't know what to think of him. A little clumsy. Shy. A cute kind of shy, a hidden smile. She didn't give up on this boy. How could she when there was no one else? It all went pretty fast for her. She didn't know it was happening until it did. Holding his hand felt foreign to her, but she did it anyways. When he told her how he felt late at night, her heart did leaps in her chest. How could she ever have something more amazing? This girl was the happiest she had ever been. Embarrasingly so, she generated all her happiness to this boy. When he kissed her, she was scared. Scared to death, but he kissed her all the same, and it was all she could think about. Oh and they danced, how could I forget? They danced slowly, her head on his shoulder, her face nuzzled in his warm neck. No moment could be better. And then one day this boy got sick of the girl. Everything and nothing happened all at once. For reasons unexplained, he left her. He left her and broke her and she cried. She cried her teardrops of confusion, anger, and realization of heartbreak. It opened her eyes to pain, to lost sorrow. She misses him now, I think. A lot. Still. She doesn't tell anybody. She didn't tell him that he was her first. He'll never know. But that's ok, she's doing better now. She's living as much as she can. But his name will always be etched into her heart.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
December 11, 2011 5:40pm UTC

i'm ok
i'm ok
l'm ok
i'm dying
i'm ok
i'm ok
i'm ok

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
December 11, 2011 5:36pm UTC

she's lonely
.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
December 11, 2011 5:35pm UTC

lately I don't know who I am
I'm running around in circles everyday. I'm selfish, cold, and tired, always tired. My thoughts are always focused on what I have to do, where I'm going, what's wrong with my life. I can't seem to get a good picture of my future. I'm always stressed out. Everyday. I never get a break. At school I want to go home. At home my thoughts drown me and I want to be distracted at school. I've been quiet, not talking to many people lately. That smile, it's fake. Most of the time. The boy I adore is not good for me. He's just going to hurt me and I'm going to regret it. The boy I did adore has disappeared, and I can't do anything about that. I'm scared of life, death, everything. I'm drifting away from my best friends, family. School and schoolwork are overtaking me, like a noxious poison. I'm drowning in stress. I'm trying to hold on. I'm so damn selfish.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
November 25, 2011 2:47pm UTC

where does the love go?
i don't know,
*when it's all said and done?
.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
November 25, 2011 2:44pm UTC

he will try to take away my pain,
and he just might make me smile
but the whole time I'm wishing he was
--*you instead.
.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
November 22, 2011 7:15pm UTC

slowly dying
sick of crying
he was [lying]
.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
November 22, 2011 7:07pm UTC

Lemme guess...
[he's moved on, you haven't?]

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
November 22, 2011 7:03pm UTC

The awkward moment when
[your ex has a new girflriend and you're just sitting there like "yup this here's my cat..."]

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
November 22, 2011 6:53pm UTC

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
October 29, 2011 11:29pm UTC

Let me guess;
he texted you one day,
out of the blue. you guys
started talking. Then you
talked a lot. Eventually you
guys hung out. All the time
You flirted, like crazy. He
asked you out. You felt like
the happiest person on earth
Nothing could break you, you
were invincible. Everything
was perfect. He'd text you
just to say good morning,
you'd talk on the phone for
hours, about nothing. He
promised forever, and he
promised he'd never hurt
you. He kissed you. It's
all you could think about.
You went crazy every
moment that you couldn't see
him. Whenever you were sad
you thought of him and every
thing was ok. Then one day
things seemed odd. He didn't
talk to you as much. The calls
became shorter. You didn't get
that good morning text. He seemed
distant. Hours turned
into days. And then you got a call
An out of the blue call. He said
he didn't know where this relationship
was going. He said he couldn't do this
anymore. It crushed you. Left you beyond
broken, awestruck. Terrified. Hopelessly
unhappy. Days passed trying to figure
out what you did wrong, but it wasn't you.
It wasn't your fault. But you still miss him
you think about him every day, you
can't get over it. And it's killing you.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
October 29, 2011 11:20pm UTC

if I could only hear your voice,
one more time.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
October 29, 2011 11:18pm UTC

I miss you so much.
I miss our kisses
I miss our long hugs everytime we met
I miss you calling me your baby<3
I miss talking to you for hours at night, about nothing
I miss your voice, whispering in my ears
I miss your long voicemails, begging me to call you back
I miss you holding me in your arms in the cold
I miss walking side by side down the sidewalk, wanting to scream to the world "This is my boyfriend!"
I miss holding your hand
I miss laughing about everything
I miss that warm feeling inside when I saw you
I miss those butterflies when you said my name
I miss brushing my fingers through your hair
I miss dreaming happily of you at night
I just miss you so much.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
October 9, 2011 8:16pm UTC

im sick of still hurting
i just want it to end
im sick of crying
im just sick of you.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
October 9, 2011 8:13pm UTC

my stomach hurts,
the worst pain you could feel
tears block my vision
and I'm slowing drowning in pain
slowly dying, slowly falling apart
all because of you.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
October 9, 2011 7:59pm UTC

there is something so broken inside me right now.
i feel like I'm slowly dying.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
October 8, 2011 10:05am UTC

It's hard to sit there
and not think of you
To force you from my mind
when all I want to do is
go over the memories,
Relive the good times
Think about all the
wonderful lies that you said
But I'm drowning in pain
and I can't look back
without asking myself
what I did wrong to
deserve this and
if I'll ever be the same
again.
I can't look back.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
October 2, 2011 8:44pm UTC

[every second without you]
is a second too long♥
.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
October 2, 2011 8:16pm UTC

[forever only lasts so long. that's why they created the]
breakup song♥
.

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idontknowifiloveyou
posted a quote
September 26, 2011 5:38pm UTC

i'll never forget the feeling
of your arms around me
[it's the only thing that keeps me going]

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