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heres my current life story as of 6-25-12.
updating this again. alrighttty so life right now. what even is life? this is not my life, nothing even close to my life. so, my friend is mad at me cuz she thinks i dont trust her cuz the guy that i had a thing with for a while not likes her and hes trying to get with her but i trust her not to do anything with him, cuz shes my bestfriend. but i accidently read one of the texts that he sent to her cuz she left up the conversation and told me to text off her phone, so i saw it and it was a text that upset me cuz he said goodnight beautiful to her and it killed me. and she found out that i saw and now she thinks i dont trust her with him. and she doesnt trust me, basically we're fighting right now. also, at this bestfriends house, the guy that i had been talking to, now goes to her house allllll the time and is trying to drive all of us out of my friends house. when we usually go there like everday. and it's working. i barelly want to even go there now. and our other friends keep getting harrassed by this guy and now they never want to be there either. its basically a big mess. just complete stress, this is NOT what my life was 5 months ago. its like all good in my life, just disappeared. i dont like this guy anymore though, thank god. hes honestly a douche bag and i hate him and has caused my friendship to be ruined and has caused me nothing but stress, and i cant stand him. my other bestfriend only hangs out with her boyfriend now. literally i used to talk to her alllll day everyday months ago. now ever since she started dating him, i barelly say one word to her every week. she doesnt answer her phone or texts. or ask to hang out cuz she only talks to her boyfriend. and so everytime i have a problem now, i have no one to go to cuz i always went to her but she doesnt talk to me anymore. i feel sooooo alone. i want this all to end. i want EVERYTHING to go back to normal, for just a little while at least. i just want MY life back, not this other "life" im living. its no good, and i hate it. i forgot what happiness was...
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