I wanted to let it happen.... but I just can't.
Even though shes my best friend, and says it's okay, I know that it's not. And even though I feel like a loser and a baby......
I guess I don't care how it makes me feel, I can't do that to her, not when she likes him this much.
I'd rather die forever alone, or be an inexperianced virgin throughout highschool, then do that to one of my best friends..
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TIn my book, that's just not okay.. that's not how I roll,
I guess I just try to hold myself to higher standards then that.