Everything thats so close to you suddenly starts to disapear, when your about to start over, and forget everything that was in your past everything just seems to come back. You want to forget but you cant with all these people around.You just wanna be left alone for a while so you have time to think. You turn off the lights in your room, and blast your music as loud as you can so noone can hear you crying. suddenly you recieve a text from him, you smile widley hoping that the text will say that he feels the same way about you that you do about him. You sigh and text him back asking him if you guys can talk, you dreaded having this talk for so long but you just couldn’t wait. He asks you what you want to talk about and you text him back asking him if he remembers what he said that night. You wait and wait, you talk to your best friend to spare the time and when you look at your phone you see that you have a new text. ….its from him, but its not what you wanted to hear, he tells you that he never any of those things that night, but you know he did, you remember it all so cleary. Your head pounds, as your eyes fill up with tears, you can hear his voice in your head saying all those things. He starts going off on you but you didnt do anything at all, you were just asking him a question. The conversation ends with only a few words, none of them are what you wanted to hear, but its over, those were the words you never wanted to hear, but its true he doesnt want you anymore, he never cared, he never loved you like he said he did. You cry and cry untill you slowly fall asleep with him still in mind, and stiill in your heart.
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