They use the word hate more than love these days. I just don't understand why hate and love are different but used in the same ways. I mean , i love him but i hate him. No one understands. Im so confusing , half the time i have no idea what im saying. I have a question. Is 2 months a long time ? To me , it is. To everyone else it kind of is to. He was the only boy i liked. The only boy i actually thought was going to last. But . . i was wrong. What hurts the most is , he doesn't care about me anymore. He's moved on and wants us to go our separate ways. How can he just forget about us? Everything he said about us when we were boyfriend and girlfriend has vanished to him. He was my first love. He doesn't care though. He only cares about him and his new girlfriend which in his eyes obviously shes better than me. She isn't. How long is it going to take for him to see , she's no me? After him and for the rest of my life , im believing in young love. Young love exists. It happens every second. I’ve moved on a lot. Ill find a boy thats classier , less trashier than who you prove to be. Ill wait forever and a day for that boy because. . . im not, no never ever again am I going through what i did with him.