You know when you first fall for a guy? You just find maybe one detail about him and it captures your attention, and then you find more and more details that make you like him. Then just one normal day you cant stop thinking about him, you’ll try to change whats in your head to random things, animals, your family, music, but somehow whatever you windup thinking about always goes back to him. Before you go to sleep at night you see him and you think about every little thing he said to you or you just keep replaying when he came up to you in school and said hi. You start fantasizing. You think about everything you guys are gonna do together, and you’ll make up situations in your head about him meeting your family, what your gonna do when he says he loves you, little things like that. Then somehow your brain makes up pictures and you see him and you kissing in your room, taking a picture with Santa, doing everything you want to do with him. Meanwhile, he’s at his house playing MW3 not even knowing that your planning what your going to name the kids you guys will have together and picking out your wedding colors. You’ll see him at school and he hugs you, you automatically think he likes you. But what you don’t see is while your walking towards science he went up to another girl and hugged her. The worst thing about falling for a guy, is you dont realize his flaws. You dont see how when he says hey then ask for answers to homework then never replies when you give them to him, he dosnt want you he only wanted the homework. So all this time you think he likes you and your about to tell him so you log onto facebook to chat him to admit your feelings…and BOOM you see he just got into a relationship. You start hating yourself. You’ll think your not good enough and no guys are ever going to love you. You’ll blame yourself because you fell for this guy who was to good for you. But really, you were way to good for him, love tricks us. Youll think youll spend forever with someone, but time has a way of changing things. And while your still caught up in a boy who dosnt deserve you, somewhere across the country, 50 miles away, in the next town, across the world, is sitting there wondering what it would be like to find a girl just like you.
Don’t give up. Love is all around and it has a funny way of showing up.
foreverxo