Hi I'm sorry this quote isn't pretty but why the hello kitty should it matter?
Anyways, I just need to vent. I need friends who i can trust. I mean I am pretty good friends with most people in life but still. Like my one friend, I tell her almost anything. By the next day, I get notified about 5 times of what I told her not to tell.
ALSO
I feel bad about myself. No, I don't cut because I want my life. But if it got worse, thats what I would end up doing. I have a boyfriend and am friends with most kids but, I have been told otherwise. And most of these I got told from my "friends"; ugly,fat,stupid,not popular,lesbo,and worthless. I mean things like that normally dont hurt me. I always see a distorted image of myself in the mirror. My body's large and my face looks like its been in a mixing bowl. I CANT TAKE IT. I think that I'm fat. I don't think I'm bulimic and I really hope I am not. I give advice for a lot of people but I'm the one who needs it. I am stuggling without it. And with the more times I keep feeling worthless, the more times I want to stamd up and scream to all my haters. But, no one would expect a good girl to do that.
If you are reading this and care, I love you so much, its not even funny.
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