I know you guys dont wanna read this but i need to get my feelings out.
Dear Devin,
honestly, i dont know what to say to you anymore, i poor my feelings out to you every day, and you have nothing to say, but say stuff about yourself, like how your gunna hurt me and i need to find someone better than you. but honestly your the only guy i want. you need to realize that yes you may have flaws but it dont matter to me, because i think you are perfect just the way you are. everyone can say what they want, cause i can tell you right now alot of people want nothing to do with you, because of what you did to me, but honestly they might not take you back, but id take you back in a heartbeat. and to this day i dont understand why i would still take you back because since the begining of the summer last year, you have hurt me alot. like honestly i dont think ive ever cried that much in my life ever, a couple nights crid myself to sleep. but i just cant get over you every love song, every book about love, every movie about love, and even quotes about love remind me of you. i cant get you out of my head even if i tried. ive could of gotten a couple guys since ive liked you but they are nothing to me compared to you. you are the reason i wake up in the morning. i just want to go to sleep knowing that tomorrow could be the day you send me "Good Morning =]" or "Good Night =]" again, like you used to every morning and every night. i really miss waking up to those txts or going to bed when you txt me that. you were my first good morning, and my last good night. i miss that, i miss you.. i miss being in your arms.. i fit perfectly in your arms, our lips went together perfectly. even my mom and grandma said we made a cute couple, but the sad part is my grandma said we were a couple, and you didnt even consider giving me a chance to fully call you mine. i think every 11:11 i actually saw, i wished for something to do with you. i love you. and i need you to realize id do anything for you, and jenna well she was just a 5 when i was a 9, how does that work? how does she get you over me? isnt there a saying that says if you love something let it go, and if it comes back its yours to keep forever, and looky here we both came back to each other, and i love you more than anything, and you wont even talk tome anymore. i die knowing i lost you, and yet you are just off with her, so i hope you guys have fun together cause i know she is gunna to hurt you, like you hurt me, and i can tell yoou right now taht no girl from the hs will wanna be with you because they all see and know how you treated me( like i was on the top of the world) and now you wont even txt me back, and i need you more than anything i need to lay in your arms at least one more time, i need to feel your arms around me one more time, i need to feel your lips meet mine one more time, and ill be happy. I love you Devin, you are my first love, and hopefully be my last...
Love Emma.
emmas
