emilyy

emilyy_32
posted a quote
April 7, 2008 4:31pm UTC

No one gets meThis isnt fairWhy cant they see?That I do care.No one believes.I want them too.They all just leave.If only they knew.Pushed beyond repair.Out of controlTo much to bareMy hearts not whole

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
March 27, 2008 4:07pm UTC

Here we are again.Back at point one.We say amen.When the praying is done. We want to be free.I can keep dreamingI cant find the key.To the light thats gleamingLost in the crowd. No one with meVoices that are loudCome find me in debris. You found meI didnt think you caredFinallyMy heart you repaired.

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 17, 2008 3:18pm UTC

It seems like loud music is playing
I see mouths moving,
but i cant hear what theyre saying.
Am i dreaming? Why cant they hear me screaming
Is this really happening? Can they see me?
Or am i really not there? I go to touch people i no longer recongnize. No feeling. this is all a lie. They dont as much as a flinch. maybe i shouldnt move another inch. i sat there and watched my life pass in a flash. i took a quick dash.
My spit is black
my tears are red
i lean back
and smash my head
My best friend became the wall
You told me to sta strong and never fall.
Everything frozen now, so i have no one.
Then i figured out, Im in heaven

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 17, 2008 3:18pm UTC

It seems like loud music is playing
I see mouths moving,
but i cant hear what theyre saying.
Am i dreaming? Why cant they hear me screaming
Is this really happening? Can they see me?
Or am i really not there? I go to touch people i no longer recongnize. No feeling. this is all a lie. They dont as much as a flinch. maybe i shouldnt move another inch. i sat there and watched my life pass in a flash. i took a quick dash.
My spit is black
my tears are red
i lean back
and smash my head
My best friend became the wall
You told me to sta strong and never fall.
Everything frozen now, so i have no one.
Then i figured out, Im in heaven

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 17, 2008 3:18pm UTC

It seems like loud music is playing
I see mouths moving,
but i cant hear what theyre saying.
Am i dreaming? Why cant they hear me screaming
Is this really happening? Can they see me?
Or am i really not there? I go to touch people i no longer recongnize. No feeling. this is all a lie. They dont as much as a flinch. maybe i shouldnt move another inch. i sat there and watched my life pass in a flash. i took a quick dash.
My spit is black
my tears are red
i lean back
and smash my head
My best friend became the wall
You told me to sta strong and never fall.
Everything frozen now, so i have no one.
Then i figured out, Im in heaven

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 17, 2008 3:12pm UTC

I protect you
You neglect me
Like you always do
Why can't I see?
You don't care
You never will
Memories we share
My heart you kill
I know you're leaving
We might part
You know I'm grieving
Your still in my heart

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 15, 2008 2:23pm UTC

My face is pale
My fingers are red
It was a big nail
It's why my wrists bled.
You said goodbye
I wasn't ready
It was just a lie
My hands are steady
Right left right
There on my arm
I found the white light
Now wheres the alarm?

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 15, 2008 2:19pm UTC

I'm seeing colors
Red and black
So many fears
Confidence i lack
Now I'm crying
Your not here
My heart is dying
Were you ever there?
You don't know
But I do
The answer is no
But I miss you.

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 15, 2008 2:05pm UTC

Your mysterious eyes
Make me just want you
The caramel shade
Forever itll be us two
So many memories
Your touch is so pure
I need you with me
In your arms i feel secure
Your my true hero
I will kiss your pain away
I'll always be there
If you promise to always stay
I love you Baby
Your my best friend
I care so much
Together until the end.

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 15, 2008 1:37pm UTC

The road takes you not too far
Theres many paths I can take
No difference by feet, by bike, by car.
Too many wrong choices I can make
Today will I make a mistake?
Or will things go right?
What road should I take.?
Which will lead to the light?
If I go this way,
I migh fall.
Will I be set with a delay..
Or will I have it all?
Branches in my way
My face to hide
Obstacles to slay
So many lies
Which way must I choose
Which will be better
Either way, theres a way to lose
But in the end; ill have met her
Destiny led me here
So this must right
Though im drenched in fear.
In much pain tonight
Rushing emotions take over me
I dont know what to do
Down falls the tree
And all i can see is you.
Leaves rustlingg
Wind blowing
Nothing can hurt more than the sting
Of my blood flowing
Help me paddle my own way out of these seas
So i can make my way back
Still your soul I seize.
But the power I lack
The guilt I can feel
For letting go
My lips have been provided a seal
Which path shall I follow?

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 8, 2008 12:23pm UTC

One last breath.
And three last words.
Please God, Please.
Is what I heard.
I was there
For the goodbye
She wouldnt listen
"It wasnt a lie!"
I told her the truth.
she didnt believe me.
She never really does.
"Just let me go; let me free."
With the gun to her head
and the rose in her hand
Going to sleep and never wake.
There she goes, just as she planned.

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
February 8, 2008 12:22pm UTC

With her gun to her head
And her heart in her hand
There she goes.
Where will she land?..

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
January 26, 2008 6:09pm UTC

I fell
Fell real hard
Can't you tell
That I'm scarred
You hurt me
Hurt me bad
Why can't you see
That I'm sad.
Self destruction
I'm on the verge
Here the caution
I've got the urge
Here I go
Fading away
Really slow
I'll be gone by today...

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
January 14, 2008 3:38pm UTC

The eulogy of my life
Lays in front of me.
I carve it with a knife
On my arm for all to see.
I stay still, saying goodbye.
Not knowing what to do
I cant help but cry.
I watch as you cry too.
I fall to my knees.
And put my hand to my face.
You beg me please.
Please don't leave this place.
That's when I say theres no other way.
I need to leave soon.
Theres nothing left to say.
We just hear the same old tune.

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
January 13, 2008 5:52pm UTC

I shouldn't have done it
So then why did I?
I reach for a deep pit
I reach for the sky
My fingers are steady
My hand is still
My life is ready
To fall down this hill
My ears are ringing
My brain is shut
My thoughts are stinging
My heart is cut
Come on my rainbow
Show me the way
I'll go where you go
Take me away

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
January 13, 2008 5:51pm UTC

I choke on my blood, my tears, my spit
Hysterically crying
This must be it
I didn't mean to hurt you
Were we all one big mistake?
Bad and good we've been through
Or was it all just fake?
Through the heart, shoot me now
Come on and make me bleed
One more shot, you know how
Go on and set me free

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
January 13, 2008 5:48pm UTC

It's as real as it seems.
This isn't fake.
Please come and help me,
My body is in the lake.
The scary man put me there.
It wasn't my choice.
He really didn't care.
No one heard my voice.
My throat burns
My bones ache
The feeling in my stomache returns.
And all I can do is shake.
The mans clammy hands
wrapped around me.
He says to follow his demands.
He said, " Let me take a look see."
That's when I started to feel weird.
I knew something wasn't right.
I wish I can disapear.
And stop this nightmare tonight.

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
January 9, 2008 4:26pm UTC

click to see this quote

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
December 31, 2007 2:43pm UTC

The feathers from the angels fall
We say were happy, all in all
But that's a lie.
No one notices the little girl in the corner; shes shy
She shows not but one tear
And secretly shows the fears
Look into that little girls eyes
She has nobody by her side
No friends, no family, no love.
Shes becoming numb to the pushing and the shoves
She's choking on nothing
Missing everything
On her own
Her arms were never shown.
So misunderstood
She would ask for help, if she could
"dont worry about me, in the end ill be fine"
Shes always been forgotten and left behind.
Sick of the life shes been living
Too forgetful and so forgiving
The voice in her head is haunting
So tired of all of the taunting
The ghosts of her past lurk in the shadows
Don;t you know?
Wether it brings her up above or down below
She's craving the attention
Shes wonders if you feel the tension
They tell her "just go away already!"
What they dont know is that shes not ready
She wants to kill herself, but doesnt want to die
She asks herself, " what does it feel like to finally reach the sky?"
"theres only one way to find out
One last silent shout
Thats all; this is it
Here goes just one more slit.

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

emilyy_32
posted a quote
December 30, 2007 6:29pm UTC

I'm silently crying in my bed
Thinking of all the things I have said
In your eyes it seems like nothing I do is right
Little do you know im drowning in my tears tonight
I feel so left out
Too bad no one hears me as I silently shout.
I feel so useless and so unsure.
I dont know if I can do this anymore.
You have all left me, and you said you would not
It seems as though my heart has just been shot
Now theres a big black whole where there used to be red
As cold as a one pound pipe of lead
You cant have your way all the time
Time is running out
3, 2, 1, No need to pout.
You should've showed me you love me more
Because I love you to the core
I suppose that saying is true..
"You don't know what you've got 'til it's gone."
It's no longer me and you..

👍 this is good · comment on this quote · 0 points

Witty Profiles

emilyy_32