Just have to vent.....if you dont read thats fine...
Okay.....so i feel like totally stressed and worried all the time,my parents are worried im depressed, but how could i not be. Im 14, 15 in may. Im a bigger girl and play all the sports, basketball, volleyball, and softball. Im one of the smarter kids in my class but my grades have been plumeting. Teachers have been making snarky comments to me. ironicly the teacher who always lectures on bulling is bulling me. I found out on christmas my great grandpa has terminal stomach cancer......yesterday i found out my grandma has lung cancer...no news what stage or size. I havent been very close to my grandma untill the past couple months. The doctors think my dad who is 33 may have had a mini stroke in early december. People pick on me cause of my weight. Im trying, i have a weight loss program and have lost a total of 15 pounds. They also make comments because not all my clothes are 'name brand'. It's just so frusterating. Its like im never good enough and everthing just keeps getting worse.
'why cant people accept me for who i am and what im going through...'