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dfertig
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February 6, 2011 2:54pm UTC

Day 3 of the 30 day challenge: letter to my parents.
dear dad,
daddy why did u do it?
daddy i loved you.
daddy you make me cry,
i wanna know why.
daddy do like it?
like making me feel
like i wanna run and hide?
daddy why did you touch her?
she was so young .
daddy did u ever once think of me?
what i could turn out to be?
daddy you make me wanna die.
daddy you were my sky.
daddy you helped me to fly.
daddy i cut my self.
daddy do u even care?
daddy i drink does that make you wanna scream?
no daddy cuz you don't care.
no daddy cuz you were never there.
never there when i needed u the most.
you were always to high or depressed.
dose it make you feel better to hurt somone else
and invade someone else's space like u did her?
even though you never once thought of me.
you never though of some guy touching me.
like the way you touch them little girls.
daddy your getting older .
daddy you have a daughter
doesnt that mean anything?
daddy you say you love me,
daddy you say youd do anything to see me smile.
daddy i want you to stop .
please daddy
i dont want to be another
little girl with no father.
daddy think did you ever want me?

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dfertig
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December 27, 2010 1:17am UTC

30 day letter challenge
Day 1:best friend
dear jessica,
you have been my best friend for so long and i dont know where id be with out you. you always have my back and youre so easy to talk to.. i love you more than you could ever imagine . i hate being away from you because it seems the only time im happy is when im with you.
you make me better as a person . you always know just what to say when i need you too. youre funny and amazing and i to tell you the truth if you ever died id kill myself because i wouldnt know what to do with myself. i wouldnt know how to live with out you. your the only reason i keep on trying . i love you jessica<3
love destiny

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dfertig
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December 27, 2010 1:11am UTC

30 days/30 letters.
Day 01 - Letter 1: Your bestfriend
Day 02 - Letter 2: Your crush
Day 03 - Letter 3: Your parents
Day 04 - Letter 4: Your siblings
Day 05 - Letter 5: Your dreams
Day 06 - Letter 6: A stranger
Day 07 - Letter 7: Your ex-boyfriend
Day 08 - Letter 8: Your favorite internet friend
Day 09 - Letter 9: A person you wish to meet
Day 10 - Letter 10: Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to
Day 11 - Letter 11: A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 - Letter 12: Person you hate the most
Day 13 - Letter 13: Someone you wish you could forgive
Day 14 - Letter 14: Someone you drifted away from
Day 15 - Letter 15: The person you miss the most
Day 16 - Letter 16: Someone that is not in your state
Day 17 - Letter 17: Someone from your childhood
Day 18 - Letter 18: The person you wish you could be
Day 19 - Letter 19: Someone that pesters your mind (Good or bad)
Day 20 - Letter 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 - Letter 21: Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 - Letter 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - Letter 23: The last person you kissed.
Day 24 - Letter 24: The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - Letter 25: The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 - Letter 26: The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - Letter 27: The friendliest person you knew for only a day
Day 28 - Letter 28: Someone that changed your life
Day 29 - Letter 29: The person you want to tell everything to, but are afraid to.
Day 30 - Letter 30: Your reflection in the mirror.

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dfertig
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November 28, 2010 7:18pm UTC

I'm finding it hard to believe ,
that you ever cared for me</3

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dfertig
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November 26, 2010 1:41pm UTC

i see your blue eyes,
every time i close mine</3

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dfertig
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November 22, 2010 11:03pm UTC

jeremy: buena notte bella adomani<3
me: buona notte sogni bello dolce<3
he makes me love italian<3

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dfertig
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November 22, 2010 10:00pm UTC

what i have come to relize is that your words are messing with my head.
& now as im laying here face to face with my old addiction
....the blade, i make the incision,
and i watch myself bleed.
i forgot how much i missed it,
i forgot how good it felt.
and as the blood fell,
i finally felt something,
i wasn't numb,
but once its over,
im back to feeling alone.
... do you get it now?

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dfertig
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November 22, 2010 9:52pm UTC

secret#12
i remember when we almost were
......do you?

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dfertig
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November 22, 2010 9:50pm UTC

secret#11
your hugs makes my heart happy<3

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dfertig
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November 22, 2010 9:48pm UTC

secret#10
my best friend is amazing;
and its sad that she doesn't see it<3

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dfertig
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November 22, 2010 9:45pm UTC

secret#9
i hate how you can give her all of you
while i have nothing left to give to him<//3