Hey People, I know you probably wont read this, but please, do..
Well, a couple of months ago, I started cutting. I've been wanting to for about a year now, but always stayed strong and never let myself to it. But around the end of febuary, when I was crying late at night, I saw a pair of scissors on my desk, and told myself it wouldnt be too bad to put blade to skin. to see the blood trickling down my arm felt good. and so I continued doing it. This went on for the next couple of following nights. Then people at school began to notice the sudden cuts on my arm. I blamed it on my cat, and told them i kept picking them, thats why they never looked any better. And they did, and still do believe me. But I'm so scared, this is an addiction that I cant stop. Im making my self bleed most nights, going deeper and deeper each time. I dont know how too stop, or what will happen if someone finds out. I'm so sorry for being so pathetic, but does someone know what I should do? :/
Thank you, for reading