I just got back from the memorial,& it was heartbreaking. They had a display of items they found in the rubble. well they found my moms purse, & they gave it to me.. inside was her keys,money,makeup,etc..&& i drawing i drew when i was five of our family. it was just a picture of everyone and on the bottem it says "i love you mommy". i cant believe she still had that, i just began bawling my eyes out. i miss her so much. i cant even remember my last words to her.
mommy, i love you so much. you know that right? daddy hasnt dated anyone since. he says he is still married to you even though your not here. i made the softball team this year! im playing first, because of my long legs. i sleep in your sweatshirt every night. it still smells like you, and i even spray your purfume on my pillow. i hope your safe now. ill see you someday, i promise.<3