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1. cowabunga96
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   March 11, 2012 6:08pm UTC
   hey guys. i'm trying to write a book. i wrote the forward and i wanted some opinions on it. if it gets 50 likes, i'll keep going with the story. all of it will be based on true events. thanks!
   behind shattered eyes, Forward:
   It all started when I was only 13. The eating disorder and depression came first. Then the anger. Then the cutting. I still don’t know why I did it, the cutting. No one really knows why they do it. It just makes you feel better. It’s like getting a tattoo while drugged up, and not remembering it the next day. When you cut, it makes you feel better for the time being. But you’re stuck with the scars forever. The eating disorder is a different story. I knew what I was doing when I purged. I knew it was unhealthy. But it made me skinny, and that’s all I cared about. I knew I had a problem when I threw up blood that one time. But that wasn’t even enough to stop me. I started losing hair, and dropped 10 pounds in a month. My lowest weight was 92 lbs. I am 5”2. My nails became chipped, my hair was straw-like, and unhealthy, I shrank a bra size, and 2 pants sizes. I was now a size 0 in jeans. And even though this was my goal jean size, I kept going. ‘I could be even skinnier’ I thought. I completely stopped eating for a month. And when I did eat, I threw it up. For breakfast, I had nothing. For lunch, I had a special K bar. For dinner, I had whatever my mom made…. And then threw it all up. I didn’t allow myself to eat snacks. They were bad. Food was bad. Everything that could make me gain weight was bad. I don’t know exactly where to start this story, I don’t. It’s been a long time. So I guess I’ll just start at the beginning.
   
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2. cowabunga96
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   December 19, 2011 5:42pm UTC
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3. cowabunga96
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   July 12, 2011 9:26pm UTC
   the other day;
   i was in the car with my boyfriends little sister.
   she is three.
   she pointed to my wrist and said:
   "where'd you get all those booboo's?"
   [[[i didnt even know what to say]]]
   </3
   
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4. cowabunga96
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   February 16, 2011 8:24pm UTC
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5. cowabunga96
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   February 1, 2011 7:12am UTC
   0 faves...
   [[gee thanks witty]]
   I:I
   
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6. cowabunga96
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   February 1, 2011 7:08am UTC
   "we need to talk..."
   </3
   *hilight*
   
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7. cowabunga96
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   February 1, 2011 6:57am UTC
   he calls her...
   during his killstreak on call of duty
   
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8. cowabunga96
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   February 1, 2011 6:50am UTC
   we'll have halloween on
   christmas...
   and in the night we'll wish this never ends...
   we'll wish this never ends...
   </3
   i miss you, miss you
   </3
   
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9. cowabunga96
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   February 1, 2011 6:35am UTC
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10. cowabunga96
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    February 1, 2011 6:18am UTC
    and if you're not ken...
    don't expect her to be barbie.
    heard it from somewhere. fav?:D
    
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11. cowabunga96
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    December 31, 2010 2:12am UTC
    face down in the dirt she said...
    "this doesnt hurt"...
    </3
    
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12. cowabunga96
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    December 28, 2010 2:43am UTC
    often times,,
    the ones who smile the most are the ones who
    hurt the most
    
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13. cowabunga96
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    December 28, 2010 2:35am UTC
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14. cowabunga96
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    December 28, 2010 2:29am UTC
    its not normal for kids to be scared of their parents....
    
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15. cowabunga96
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    August 27, 2010 6:36pm UTC
    my imaginary friend thinks you have some serious problems.
    
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16. cowabunga96
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    August 25, 2010 10:53pm UTC
    THIS IS MY QUOTE.
    [[and it loves you]]
    click the heart because obama wants you to.
    
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17. cowabunga96
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    August 25, 2010 1:49pm UTC
    i sit here...
    reading these quotes saying "you are beautiful"
    wanting to believe them...
    but i cant.
    because being uncomfortable in your own skin,
    is the greatest pain in the world.
    sorry total vent... :/
    
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18. cowabunga96
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    August 15, 2010 12:55am UTC
    tonight will be the night that i will fall for you,
    over again<3 <
    
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19. cowabunga96
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    August 15, 2010 12:50am UTC
    that biitch is growin on me like fuckiin. . . . . . .
    aids...
    itskingsleybitch ;)
    
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20. cowabunga96
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    August 15, 2010 12:38am UTC
    FREAKING. WOW.
    ~ wafflepwn
    
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