I don't think I can do it anymore. Get close to someone, just to have them leave me. I get it. You don't care about me. Why make me think that you do? Do you understand what it feels like, to have the person you're so in love with, love someone else? Do you know how it feels to watch the person you love, be happy with someone else? You know who I'm talking about. Somewhere along the lines, everything fell apart. In a blur of self-hatred & saddness, I lost who I was. I'm not gonna lie, you mean the world to me. I'm sorry, for everything. I'm just a time waster. I wasted your time. You even said that yourself. You said we have nothing now, and if that's how you feel... you should just forget about me. I love you. Have since I first knew you, and I always will. I figure you don't feel the same way.