Scrolling through my Facebook page
and it hit me.
All of my thoughts, emotions, feelings kept inside that cage,
burst out free.
You make me feel forgotten,
Like I'm a worthless piece of sh**.
But what do you care? You don't know...
Wait. I promised I wouldn't throw a fit.
I don't need you
I don't need that family.
All you do is make me feel blue.
I'll live with Shane, happily.
So f*** you, Cave Troll.
My life can be great, minus one d!ck.
So f*** you, "extra family."
My life can be great, minus one tick.
If you still want me,
(I promised I wouldn't pout...)
Then set me free!
Free from all this pain, this hurt, this doubt.
This was intended for my "father" (Cave Troll) and his family. My grandmother's cover photo on her timeline is a picture of her, my aunt, and my cousin. Every time I think of it, I'm reminded that I'm the forgotten grandchild living 130+ miles away, away from my childhood, where I grew up (every once in a while...), where I have so many memories. And no, I don't need someone to talk to. I've got my mom, and my best friend (more like my sister...). They get me through so much, and I'm grateful to them. My boyfriend is a great help, too. BTW, sorry for all of the swearing. Please don't report it...
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