***TONIGHT, I’LL ASK THE STARS ABOVE, HOW WILL I EVER WIN YOUR LOVE? WHAT DO I DO? WHAT DO I SAY? TO TURN YOUR ANGEL EYES MY WAY?…..***
I miss him like crazy. He was my one and only. I loved him. And when I said it I meant it. He tore my heart out but I still forgave him! I love him so much. I can’t even explain it. It was the only guy I could say anything to and know he wouldn’t screw me over or say your stupid. It hurts not knowing what he’s doing, what he’s doing with other girls. I want him back so bad. But apparently I can’t have him back. We live to far. Bullshit. Trust me I would be there everyday if I could! I don’t care! It hurts crying every night, but what’s crying going to do? It’s not going to bring him back to me. But somehow I know I should let go, but it’s harder then you think. People say I should forget about him, like he was nothing to me, and that I shouldn’t care that he’s missing out on a great girl. But why would I say something that isn’t true? I’m not the best and probably never will be. He can do way better! And I know it. He says he can’t, but he can. Most girls don’t see what he has to offer. But I did. And I took it for granted. I wish he was mine, yea but it’s not possible considering what he says and living conditions. Without him I feel incomplete. Knowing he doesn’t think of me anymore hurts like hell. But I got to keep on going and not think about it! It’s hard but sometimes I wish I had never met him, that I had never loved him. He’s like a drug that every girl is addicted too…
(my heart and soul about this one boy)
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