I hate the feeling when you know your going to cry.
you lip quiver's, your heart pounds, you eyes sting.
your face clenches up, and then the tears start to fall.
you can't stop them no matter how hard you try. And it's
not little tears that fall down your cheeks, it's big tears
that make your eyes red and puffy, your face tear stained,
and your body heave.
you can't stop the tears, and as you lie on your bed alone
you think of what you could possibly do to stop the pain,
stop the suffering.
stop this, stop what your going through.
but theres nothing you can do, nothing anyone could say.
It's the kind of tears and pain that need to be cried out,
not talked about. And you know that your hurting people you
love, but you can't help it.
and sometimes, you just don't care.
i know how you feel.
believe me . <3