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July 25, 2012 1:26am UTC

what happens when life hits you hard, and you don't know how to handle it. do you pray to god and ask for everything to be ok? or do you just feel like a nobody. "what takes the pain away...anything". your desperate attempt to hide those treacherous feelings. The pain clawing at your insides, wanting to take over everything. You tell yourself that it's ok, and you try to resist... but slowly it takes you. You dont know what to do, what to feel. Your body is spinning out of control, your losing that small bit of hope. You start wondering why you even held onto that little peice of hope...when inside you knew, things weren't ok, and there was no garuntee that everything will be ok. and maybe in never will be.

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behappy111
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July 25, 2012 1:18am UTC

that inner voice that says you will never be good enough

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July 25, 2012 1:10am UTC

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June 22, 2012 1:40am UTC

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

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June 22, 2012 1:37am UTC

I cared, when you didn't.

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June 22, 2012 1:10am UTC

WHAT I WANT TO CHANGE ABOUT MYSELF:
- a smaller nose
- my thighs not to touch
- a flat muscular stomach
- perfect skin, no freckles, no makeup needed
- a cute wardrobe
- an amazing fashion sense
- good grades
- speak my mind
- be able to change easily
- not being scared about everything
- better at sports
- approchable to guys
- the perfect smile
- unique eyes
- a happier person
- liked by everyone
- perfect hair
- perfectly manicured nails all the time
- go to parties
- the best bikini body
- being the most popular and liked girl
- the cutest laugh
- a good home smell
- good at cooking
- too funny to function
....well, basically everything.

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behappy111
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June 22, 2012 1:05am UTC

People say I dont care. But guess what, I DO. I just chose not to let you see it. Because if people think you care they can use it against you.

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May 20, 2012 7:49pm UTC

Angels....Demons
we all have them.
they are inside of us.
you know what they do and say.
they make you do bad things and good things
your demon comes out when your mad.
the thoughts that enter your mind.
telling you your not good enough.
demons tell you that your fat, ugly, annoying, fake. etc...
they make you make bad decisions
but angels...there something so different but so similar.
they are the ones that tell you that you are good enough.
angels give you hope, they are the reason you dont give up at those times when the demons want to take over.
some people like to lock there demons up inside of them.
so that pain and anger bottles up inside of you.
but like everything, if you fill it too much, it will overflow.
you will break.
you will fall apart.
what im telling you, is if your demon wants to come out,
LET IT.
Accept that your demon is angry.
It is better than bottling him up for two long.
trust me.
embrace your angel and demon.
just make sure you let them both out.
''I'm so sorry.''

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behappy111
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March 11, 2012 3:30pm UTC

i am done.

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behappy111
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February 17, 2012 11:13pm UTC

I don't need to know you'll be there.
Your not on my mind
I don't need to know you care,
Please don't waste my time.
Liar Liar by Christina Grimmie

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behappy111
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February 17, 2012 10:51pm UTC

when you cry,
all you want to do is sleep
because it's a break from the world.
It's the way out.

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February 13, 2012 9:36pm UTC

i dont care about how im going to die. i'm not afraid of death. but i am deathly afraid of the people i love dying.

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January 27, 2012 7:39pm UTC

i want to share a story.. theres a girl. she knows to much. shes seen to much. and she remembers it all. she doesnt trust anyone. she doesnt know how. she lives in fear of love. she doesnt know what love is. neither does her family. she fakes her smiles. she wishes they were real. she doesnt know what those look like anymore. her heart always hurts. her eyes are always ready to cry. her secrets are buried. her life is a story she didnt want to start reading. and she cant do anything to change it. everyday, a little more of her dies. and everyday, one more person looks. and one more person doesnt care to see.

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January 10, 2012 10:36pm UTC

i want to share a story.. theres a girl. she knows to much. shes seen to much. and she remembers it all. she doesnt trust anyone. she doesnt know how. she lives in fear of love. she doesnt know what love is. neither does her family. she fakes her smiles. she wishes they were real. she doesnt know what those look like anymore. her heart always hurts. her eyes are always ready to cry. her secrets are buried. her life is a story she didnt want to start reading. and she cant do anything to change it. everyday, a little more of her dies. and everyday, one more person looks. and one more person doesnt care to see.

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January 10, 2012 10:25pm UTC

and i sit there...listening to your problems, and trying to help you. And, all I want to do at that very moment is drown in my tears. I want to so badly show you the fresh scars on my wrist. I want to tell you how much I'm hurting, and how I can't handle the pain that never ends. But, I can't, because I'll know what will go through your mind. You'll be thinking of how weak, pathetic, and stupid I am. So I'll just sit here, and try to help you, and pretend nothing is wrong.

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December 25, 2011 5:09pm UTC

(long but worth it)
STOP
it isnt helping.
trust me.
that razor wont make the pain go away.
regreting won't change what happened.
throwing up will do much more harm than good.
so stop.
take a breath.
in
and
out
turn off facebook
turn off tumblr
turn off any messenger or music
just stop.
count to 10
think of reason to stay.
and don't say there isn't any.
because there is at least one.
i know you feel so much pain.
it hurts, but it gets so much better.
its not worth the self harm over a temporary problem.
think of why you shouldnt.
one reason?
because i love you.
each and everyone of you.
its okay to be afraid.
but dont make that who you are
your so much better than that.
take a breath.
and savor it.
its yours, its what you control.
dont waste it.
go back to whatever you were doing.
but promise me...
too stop sometimes.
and remember to just catch your breat.
just relax.
for one minute, just don't think.
make me proud;)
and dont forget.
i love you.
and i know im not the only one.
-shauna xo

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behappy111
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December 23, 2011 12:14am UTC

i wish I could just sleep my life away. Sleep is the neutral. Your not living but your not dead. You don't feel any pain or happiness. But your still breathing.

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December 23, 2011 12:10am UTC

My Insecurities#11
People will judge me on anything I do. If I wear certain pants they feel like they have to comment about it. Then I feel like I can't wear the damn pants anymore because maybe they look ugly? I DONT EVEN KNOW. Whatever I do people feel the need to judge me for it. I hate it.
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December 23, 2011 12:08am UTC

My Insecurities#10
I'm the middle child of my family. I have two brothers Justin who is 15 and Brendan who is 10. I love them, they are funny and nice. But, they are both ridiculously smart and super athletic. They are both good at everything theydo. And, I'm the middle one, the one that sucks at everything. I am constantly being compared to them, like I'm not good enough.
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December 23, 2011 12:06am UTC

My Insecurities#4
I'm afraid of failing. I try so hard not to give up. But, if somehting gets hard I just say I don't care and act like it doesnt affect me. When, in reality, it hits me hard. I feel like I'm just going to fail at life, and watch everyone around me be successful.
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