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bandl43

1. bandl43
   posted a quote
   June 18, 2012 7:07pm UTC
   Hi. You might just ignore this because it's not pretty. But I need help.
   I've been suicidal for about two years now. Ive kept telling myself today is the day, but I never did it.
   Long story short, my friends stopped caring and my mother began to expect too much of me. Ibstarted getting in serious trouble for being suicidal. I got talked to by teachers.
   So, I just wanted to say goodbye.
   I cant do it anymore.
   I cant take being alone. I need someone, and I cant have them.
   Tonight is the night.
   So... goodbye. I have one thing on my mind, and its never jeesh this strong.
   God bless you all.
   
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2. bandl43
   posted a quote
   January 8, 2012 7:17pm UTC
   Telling a depressed person to get over it is like telling a blind person to just look harder.
   nmq
   
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3. bandl43
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   January 2, 2012 4:52pm UTC
   *On Facebook*
   He went from being "in a relationship" to "single". <3
   Best day ever :D
   
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4. bandl43
   posted a quote
   December 23, 2011 8:56pm UTC
   I'd rather win someone over with my personality,
   Than my looks.
   
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5. bandl43
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   December 23, 2011 8:55pm UTC
   And every time he texts me....
   I swear my heart explodes inside <3
   
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6. bandl43
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   December 21, 2011 9:18pm UTC
   "This isn't the you I know so well..."
   How can you say you knew me when you never even acted like I existed?
   
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7. bandl43
   posted a quote
   December 16, 2011 7:16am UTC
   Confession #5...
   I wish there were no bullies. No rude people. No drama. Honestly... it's just too much for me to handle.
   
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8. bandl43
   posted a quote
   December 16, 2011 6:46am UTC
   Confession #4...
   Today,
   I'm going to ask someone to buy the only thing left that'll make the pain go away.
   
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9. bandl43
   posted a quote
   December 15, 2011 6:24pm UTC
   For every fave, I'll do a confession.
   Please, I really need this right now...
   
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10. bandl43
    posted a quote
    December 14, 2011 8:15pm UTC
    And it's just hurtful
    To see you make fun of
    The thing
    I fear most.
    Loneliness...
    
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11. bandl43
    posted a quote
    December 14, 2011 6:03pm UTC
    It started out with, 'Something's wrong, but I don't know what. And I can't explain what it is. But I know there's something wrong'. And over the years, I fell further and further, deeper and deeper. I began to feel lonely, utterly lonely, with no way out, no way to figure out what this thing was. And when she said her name, it all fell into place.
    Rose. The Black Rose.
    Things seem so much easier to understand when they have a name. She made herself known after that. I began to have dreams about her. You're worthless, she said. You don't deserve to live. But don't kill yourself--you don't deserve the peace it brings. And I believed her. Rose had pale white skin. A mouth that stretched out from ear to ear. Razor sharp teeth. No way out, she told me. No way out. During those days, I would sit alone. I would cry alone. They would all stay away from me. They wouldn't even steal a glance.
    don't you understand that I need help I want you to come to me! Be quiet, Rose would say. You don't need help. I would glare at people. They would try to make me laugh, but I would say--it's just for now. They'll leave me alone in a while. I began to crave darkness. I would cringe at the word 'Rose'. I didn't want happiness. I would smile and say, 'i'm okay'. Don't worry about me. That was Rose talking. She had entered my soul. Sometimes I would just sit there, breathing in and out. Breathing kept me alive. I couldn't die. In, out. In, out. In--sandpaper rubbing at my heart. Out--bricks bashing against my soul. It hurt to breathe. But I couldn't tell anyone. She wouldn't let me.
    Call me crazy--this is what I remember from those times. People think I'm okay now. But really... she's still here.
    That--is my life story.
    
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12. bandl43
    posted a quote
    December 8, 2011 7:48pm UTC
    And those eyes, wilting in despair, stared at me through the mirror,
    And they begged, "Help me..."
    But I couldn't. Because I didn't know how.
    
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13. bandl43
    posted a quote
    December 5, 2011 4:07pm UTC
    And you haven't seen hopeless,
    Haven't seen worthless,
    Haven't seen depression,
    Until you've seen it through my eyes.
    
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14. bandl43
    posted a quote
    November 28, 2011 7:12pm UTC
    Have you ever loved someone so much...
    You would do more than anything for them?
    You would bow down to them?
    You would stay with them forever?
    You would promise to never leave them?
    You would give everything else up if it meant being with them?
    You would die, even kill yourself for them?
    You would promise never to love anyone but them, no matter what happened?
    You would, with all honesty, take them to the moon and beyond?
    You would even kill someone for them?
    Have you ever lost this someone?
    Most people have...
    And so have I...
    But even though they're gone...
    They'll always be in my heart.
    Forever.
    nmf
    
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15. bandl43
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    November 28, 2011 6:49pm UTC
    "That wonderful moment...
    When you've finally found the closure you were looking for..."
    ♥
    nmf <3
    
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16. bandl43
    posted a quote
    November 25, 2011 2:45pm UTC
    Star Wars has taught me one thing...
    "Your eyes can decieve you. Don't trust them."
    Because there could be a million lies hidden under who you're looking at.
    
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17. bandl43
    posted a quote
    November 25, 2011 2:41pm UTC
    I've just been bullied.
    But you know what?
    That's okay.
    Because now's the chance to become stronger. And to watch those people crumble down to the ground.
    And...
    I can talk to him about it <3
    
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18. bandl43
    posted a quote
    November 25, 2011 11:15am UTC
    The other day, we were debating whether or not gay marriage should be allowed in the U.S.
    Out of a pick of a hat, I was put on the opposition team.
    I spent nearly an hour insulting people who couldn't help that they were who they were, and more importantly, stopping them from loving who they want to.
    I've never felt like such a bully in my entire life...
    My question is--how can bullies live with themselves?
    Please fave if you support gay marriage <3. I have a friend who is gay, and I would never want anything to happen to him because of the things people say.
    
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19. bandl43
    posted a quote
    November 25, 2011 11:10am UTC
    I wish we could get through the bullies thick heads
    How much damage they're causing...
    
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20. bandl43
    posted a quote
    November 19, 2011 7:54pm UTC
    Everyone wants the bad things to go away,
    But they need to understand,
    That without bad things,
    The world just wouldn't balance out.
    If everything in life were good,
    We'd have nothing to make us stronger.
    We'd stay the same forever,
    Not ever changing. Not even once.
    And change is a good thing,
    Even if it is hard and painful.
    You can't just have bad people or good people.
    You need a balance of both.
    Because you can't be happy without suffering first.
    And you can't be fixed if you were never shattered.
    
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