Hey. It's Sydney... I'm hacking your witty again. Because I wanted you to know that I miss you. And I'm confused about everything. You say you don't hate me, but then you don't talk to me. And it's all complicated for me. There's just too much going on and I can't do anything about it. I need you in my life, but I don't know where in my life you belong. Just don't go away.
The point is, I miss the late night calls, the voicemails, the emails in between classes. The hugs, the random conversations, sitting with you at lunch, the annoying noise your phone makes every time you try to say something important. The leaf fights, you playing cod while I talk to you on skype, jumping into bushes while walking intown. Hearing your voice when all I want to do is cry. Even though we aren't together, I still want to stay best friends. Because I need you in my life. And I don't care about what I have to do to keep you in it.
I wanted you to know that I miss you.