ashtynpatresh posted a quote
December 27, 2012 9:29am UTC
I used to be beautiful. Under 800 calories a day. 14 pounds, 100 pounds. Perfect. Food was gross, it choked me, frucked with my head, weighed me down. Then summer came. I fell. 115 pounds. I can't not eat. I'm not as strong as I was. I broke. Only the skinny angel can fly. This angel is too fat to fly. She wants to slice away the fat..
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 13, 2012 4:37pm UTC
My life: My eyes: He's cute. My mind: We like the same stuff. Go talk to him My mouth: ..... My heart: Love him Him: looks at me* smiles* *We exchange few words My mind: you fail at life My heart: he's so sweet, and funny and I love him My mind: you have no chance My eyes: cries* My mind: you really thought you had a chance ugly b/tch? My mouth: ..... My wrists: /\/\//\| scars*
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 12, 2012 11:47am UTC
I AM A TEENAGER. I'M A GIRL IN HIGHSCHOOL. I'M AN HONORS STUDENT. I'M single, and too shy to talk to the guy I like.. I have to hide my cuts. my parents are divorced I NO LONGER EAT WITHOUT FEELING GUILT cI believe beauty is in everyone (except me) I fake my smiles when I'm not with my best friends.. I got my heart broken when my first love of 10 months cheated. My childhood ended when I watched my mom get beaten at age 5. I've grown up too quickly. Make me believe in love again...❤
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 12, 2012 10:51am UTC
30 DAY CHALLENGE Day 1- 15 facts about you Day 2- the initials of the person you loved for the longest. Day 3- your closest friends to you Day 4- the thing you most fear Day 5- the saddest moment in your life Day 6- favorite sport(s) Day 7- favorite song(s) Day 8- your deepest secret Day 9- first impression on the guy you like now Day 10- last time you cried Day 11- thing closest to your heart Day 12- when you hear this song you cry Day 13- place wanna visit really badly Day 14- favorite book Day 15- favorite animal Day 16- favorite show Day 17- last time someone hurt you Day 18- the story behind your life Day 19- person who scares you the most Day 20- last major injury Day 21- favorite youtube video Day 22- phone type Day 23- biggest confection Day 24- last break up Day 25- last heart break Day 26- the day you regret the most Day 27- first friend Day 28- favorite drink Day 29- a letter to someone in your family Day 30- a letter to a friend ♦ Day 1; 15 facts. • I have depression • I'm recovering from cutting • My parents got divorced when I was one • My crush lives two houses down❤ • I want to be an photographer when I grow up • I should be doing my homework • I am addicted to music • I go crazy with my friends • I can start a random conversation with anyone, except my crush .-. • I am fourteen years old • I love wearing beanies❤❤❤❤ Neff beanies❤❤ • I was best friends with a group of people since kindergarten. But they never knew me.. • my Witty best friend is pez_candy44 ❤ • I have a Tumblr that is inspiration. I post supportive stuff and I'm here to listen http://heythurrbeautiful.tumblr.com/ • And I lovelovelove Nutella❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ that stuff is the shiiiizzzzzzz
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 11, 2012 3:04pm UTC
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ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 11, 2012 8:06am UTC
I'M A TEENAGER. I HAVE A CRUSH ON THIS GUY, I've barely talked to him. I fangirl over his slightly crooked smile and his amazing eyes. I spend too much time thinking about him. I dream about him. I'm crazy about this boy. I listen to his music so I know what he likes. My life is like Taylor Swift's lyrics. I stay up late and wish he'd get online. I wish he'd notice that I live two houses away and that I want him to see me....
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 10, 2012 1:02pm UTC
A- Available: Yep but I'm waiting for the right guy B- Birthday: January 29th C- Crushing on: My neighbor... D- Drink you last had: I dunno E- Easiest person to talk to: Lennie, JaShelle or Ryan F- Favorite song: I Like It Like That by Hot Chelle Rae, Goldstein remix G- Gorssest memeory: hmmm... Threw up all over myself and my cousin in the car H- Hometown: Maine I- In love with: Nutella J- Jealous of: Every girl that talks to him K- Killed someone: Never. L- Longest friendship: Hmm... I don't know because I'm not close to my old friends M- Middle name: Patresh N- Number of siblings: 4 kinda.. O- One wish: For him to like me back... P- Person who called last: JaShelle Q- Question your always asked: "Can I have some?(food)" R- Reason you smile: usually my friends 5789799 inside jokes S- Song you last heard: Obvious by Hey Monday<3 T- Time you woke up: 5:00.. I FORGOT TO RESET MY ALARM.. U- Underwear color: Stripes;3 V- Violent moment you had: Accidentally slapping my friend W- Worst habbit: Biting my nails. X- X-rays you had: none.. Y- Your Last kiss: my ex boyfriend Z- Zodiac sign: Aquarius
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 9, 2012 5:41am UTC
I want as many girls to go WITHOUT makeup on December 4th. Every girl is beautiful & we can all go one day without covering it. Please REPOST, let's get this trending on all sites! ❤ You are all BEYOUTIFUL. "you're gonna look way prettier then all of the fake girls anyway" [♥]
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 8, 2012 8:52pm UTC
I want as many girls to go WITHOUT makeup. Every girl is beautiful & we can all go one day without covering it. Please REPOST, let's get this trending on all sites! ❤ You are all BEYOUTIFUL. "you're gonna look way prettier then all of the fake girls anyway" [♥]
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 5, 2012 7:53pm UTC
This happy go lucky girl Has cut for T W O years This beautiful girl Struggled with b i n g e i n g and a n o r e x i a for years This supposedly normal girl Has depression, and trust issues This girl here Is s t r o n g e r than anyone knows. And she's going to change the W O R L D ❤ Format by Sandrasaurus ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 5, 2012 5:17pm UTC
It's the girl Who's been your best friend for years, ♥♥ You tell her everything about your Crush ♥♥ She's the girl who secretly loves you Like for more?❤
ashtynpatresh posted a quote
November 4, 2012 8:06am UTC
Basics 1. Name: Ashtyn 2. Age: 14 3. Height: short;* 4. Date of Birth: January 29th 1998 5. Eye Color: brown 6. Religion: Christian kinda 7. Sexuality: straight Looks 8. Hair Color: brown. Currently I'm growing out my blonde/red dip dye though 9. Eye Color: this was already asked 10. Weight: 110 last I checked.. 11. Skin Tone: tanish 12. Piercings/Tattoos: 2 on each ear 13. Jewelry: friendship bracelet and earrings (usually its my 10 bracelets,earrings and 2 rings) 14. Build: short and minimal curves. Personality 15. Funny or Serious? Funny 16. Hard working or lazy? Mix 17. Flirty or reserved? Depends on who it's with 18. What is the first thing people notice about your personality? I'm crazy around my friends but quiet around strangers 19. Are you more caring or sympathetic? sympathetic 20. Are you sporty, artistic, bookworm or sciency? Artistic Have You Ever 21. Slapped someone in the face? Not because I was mad 22. Lost touch with a good friend? yes 23. Kissed someone for a dare? no 24. Drank alcohol? No 25. Broke a bone? No 26. Got chickenpox? no 27. Ate a whole pizza to yourself? No 28. Stepped on a bug? yes :s 29. Rode a horse? No 30. Been seen naked by someone not your doctor or family member? yes... How Many 31. TVs are in your house? 3 32. People have you kissed? 7 or something 33. Chairs are in the room you are in now? 3 34. Best friends do you have? you can't have more than one best. but I set apart male and female so yeah, 2. 35. PCs or laptops are in your house? 1 PCs, 3 laptops This or That? 36. Summer or Winter? summer 37. Strawberry or Banana? strawberry 38. Justin Bieber or Taylor Swift? taylor swift 39. Eminem or Kanye West? Meh 40. Vegetables or Fruits? fruits 41. Books or Movies? Movies 42. Hugs or Kisses? hugs 43. Rock or Pop? Dance rock Name The Last Person That... 44. Hugged you? my dad:// 45. Kissed you?if you mean romantically then my exboyfriend 46. Thanked you? I don't know 47. Flirted with you? a guy friend 48. Insulted you? I don't know 49. Made you laugh? my best friend 50. Made you cry? My crush... Lasts 51. Ate? Cereal 52. Drank? I don't know 53. Talked to? my ex boyfriend 54. Word Spoke? "Yup" 55. Time cried? yesterday 56. Time laughed? Now Firsts 57. Best friend? Aly 58. Crush? Ahahahahah 59. Boyfriend? Real one? Patrick 60. dog? Joda 61. Kiss? same as 59 62. Took steps? umm yeah when I was a child Random 63. Do you own any brand shirts? yeah 64. What languages do you know? English, a bit French 65. Do you like to sing? yes 66. Are you competitive? Mayyybeee;p 67. What are you afraid of? being alone, unloved 68. Who do you miss? Ian;p 69. Are you a virgin? Yes 70. Do you like photography? yes