long, but please read.
this is my only suicide note. i would really like people to know my story when im gone, so please read the whole thing. my parents have always been the most important thing to me, ever. but then, when i was in fifth grade, they got divorced. they never told me why. my dad bought a house really close, and i went over to his house every other weekend. everlything had changed, but i was still me. then, my mom got a boyfriend. i really never liked him, and i wasnt comfortable with the fact that she was dating again only a few months after the divorce. my mom started to not pay attention to me. she would go out every night, and i barely ever saw her. i worried a lot about her, so i didnt sleep much. i started to pull my hair out, and i would over eat in the morning. the school nurse told me i might be depressed and to go see a doctor. i never did, so it got worse. then my dad left, and i dont know where he went. he just took off without saying goodbye. but anyway, i dont have my dad anymore, and my mom is (figuratively) gone. i dont even have friends at school. i just dont see my place here anymore. i kept telling myself that when i was eighteen i could leave and never come back. but i dont want to live my life alone. so whats the point of living it at all? im just wasting good oxygen. so anyway, please favorite this. i want as many people as possible to know my story when im gone.
i want to leave some kind of sign that i was here.