allisonpikerss

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She lives in a fairytale
somewhere too far fo us to find.

allisonpikerss
posted a quote
June 21, 2012 2:39am UTC

I've been trying to figure something out.
I have a calendar that I keep track of days I cut on, where I cut if
I do, days I want to or do attempt to commit suicide, & days that
I'm happy on. In the past three months (93 days), I've only had
a total of 19 days in which I was happy or satisfied with. People
say depression isn't just there on any random day, but instead
it's consistant. I've been taking "happy pills" throughout these
past three months and they have not been helping whatsoever.
Suicide is blinking in my mind with a blinding red light at this
very moment. I feel as though I've lost everything. Of course I've
never told anyone any of these things, being their immediate
response would be I need "help". The "help" that those people
are reffering to doesn't help me at all though. I also have major
OCD with my life not changing. Considering it's changed more
than I can apparently handle, I have even worse anxiety issues
than I did in the past. Anyways, the dilemna on hand that I am
desperately trying to figure out isn't a specific question, but it's
more of a rhetorical question; how did I end up so broken?
there's probably a quote like this somewhere but I only posted it because it just happened to me so idk if you'd count this as jocked or not

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 8, 2012 9:23pm UTC

I miss the old days.|

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 8, 2012 9:18pm UTC

Pretending to be happy when you're in pain
is just a simple example of
how strong of a person you are.

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 8, 2012 9:01pm UTC

I wish people
looked at me
and they said,
'Wow, she's beautiful'
Paperlung's format

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 8, 2012 8:55pm UTC

Don't
cheat. If you're unhappy, then just leave.

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 8, 2012 8:51pm UTC

oh na na,
s u c k m y d i c k .

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 8, 2012 8:49pm UTC

I'm afraid to feel happy
because deep down, I know that it never will last forever.
.-.

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 8, 2012 8:45pm UTC

~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~
Let's get these teen hearts beating .

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 6, 2012 4:58pm UTC

I lumping hate you.
[{♥}] if you know where this is from.

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 6, 2012 4:45pm UTC

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 4, 2012 7:25pm UTC

I know we're done.
I know you're over me.
I know I don't cross your mind.
Trust me, I know.
We've both moved on.
I really like him.♥
But I miss you.
No, I don't miss "us".
I just miss you.
You and you're comfort.
You're way of helping me.
I needed you.
I still do.
But you're happy.
So, so am I.
format by jimmy365

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
February 2, 2012 11:44am UTC

CAUSE I
DON'T TRUST
THESE HOES
AT ALL.
NMF.

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
January 29, 2012 10:49am UTC

Has your heart ever broken so much that you couldn't breathe?

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
January 9, 2012 1:44pm UTC

The good
ones go; if you wait too long.

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allisonpikerss
posted a quote
January 9, 2012 1:39pm UTC

It may look like we're in
love,
but only on camera.