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I have a passion for writing. Mostly about broken hearts or whatever I'm feeling.
Fourteen, and you'd be amazed how much love&hate I've received through life.
You can laugh at what I write or think it's stupid. idgaf. Really. I don't like copiers.
*torn between a world of hate, and a world of dreams.

*everthing on here I have written myself,
unless it says otherwise in the quote,
OR posted under lyrics kthanks<3



<3

 
&i looove love_101
she's my bestfriend(:

 
  1. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
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    November 21, 2011 7:50pm UTC
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  2. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
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    August 3, 2011 11:45pm UTC
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  3. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    April 19, 2011 8:03pm UTC
    If We Ever Meet Again
    (part 35, other parts are on my profile.)
    About an hour later Tye started my car and we continued driving back to Antigua. The car was silent aside from the rain pouring down on the car. Before we left Tye and I just talked, it was nice but I willed myself not to say too much, I didn’t need him knowing every self-doubt and thought I’ve ever had. I’m holding Tye’s hand even though he should be using both to drive and before I know it, I’m in a dream state.
    I remember being home, in my room, with Tanner sitting on my bed as I turn myself around from staring at the corner. He had a little white envelope with my name on it. I tried to speak but my words wouldn’t come out. I’ve always hated those dreams where you can’t speak or talk at all. I lifted my right leg to walk and it worked, thank god. As I’m slowly walking over to him I feel my neck itching. I go to feel my neck and there’s a shell necklace. Tanner made me a shell necklace. It wasn’t anything amazing, just a simple string but a perfect little white seashell stung through it. Finally, I reached Tanner. I put my hand out for the letter and he laid it in my palm and closed my fingers around it with his hand. Before I get a chance to open it people come barging in my room. Chelsey’s with Logan, Kelley’s with Kole, Jason’s with Becca, Brie and Tye. Before anything else happens, my door slams and I wake up.
    “Hey sleeping beauty.” Tye whispers as he opens the car door and lets a rush of hot mugginess squeeze into the car.
    “What?” I say rubbing my eyes. “Is it still raining?” He nods his head and reaches for my ice-cold hand.
    “Do you have an umbrella in the car?” He asks ducking his head inside the vehicle. I shake my head no, too tired to use my words.
    He lets go of my hand, ducks out of the car and pushes his backside towards me. “Looks like we’re piggybacking.” Without saying anything I turn myself towards Tye, with the rain pouring and soaking every inch of him, and jumped on his back. He shuts the passenger seat door and runs like a lion chasing his prey. While he’s running he has his arms wrapped under then over my legs and I have my hands placed around his neck like a life-taking rope.
    Seconds later we’re in the office/tiny room where all the elevators are and he’s pushing the “up” button, not letting go over me. Once the doors open and we’re safely inside the elevator I let go of his neck. He has red marks where my arms where laying, and I start to giggle.
    “You can put me down now, we’re okay.” I say still giggling.
    “Nope.” He says still holding on.
    “Why not?” I ask. Before he can answer the doors open and he runs to the wrong condo number.
    “Next one, dear.” He then runs to the next door, the right one. “Now you have to let me down, I have the key.”
    Before he can protest I smack his butt with my hand and he lets go. “Good boy.” I tease. I take the key our of my bra, I put things there when I don’t have pockets, and open the door, letting a rush of chilly air hit my face.
    “I’m guessing no one’s here.” Tye says taking a seat on the couch.
    I leave Tye in the living room and I head back to the room all of us girls share to change into sweats and a baggy t-shirt, something warm and comfy. While digging through the draw I find my West York Sweats and a dark blue bowling tee. I put them on, look in the mirror and I decide to throw my hair up in a bun. I bend down, grab all of my unbrushed, yet hair and wrap a hair-tie around it. Without looking I head into the living room with Tye.
    He looks at me and smiles but says nothing. I walk over to the couch, and lay down, putting my head on his lap and stretching my legs. Just as I get comfortable the door swings open.
    Everyone seems to be rushing through the door, Kelley, Brie, Chelsey, Becca, and Jason. Hmm, Kole and Logan didn’t come along, that’s weird. “HIIIIII.” I yell over the tv.
    I get a bunch of responses at once, even from Tye.
    “Allie, can you come back into the bedroom in like five?” Chelsey asks.
    I moan.” Sure, just yell when I’m wanted. MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A SNACK FOR ME WHEN I COME BACK.” Then the bedroom door slams.
    “I wonder what’s so important.” I think a loud.
    “Who knows?” Tye says picking pieces of hair out of my messy, undone bun. “Maybe the worlds ending and we’ll be the first to die since we’re near the ocean.”
    I can’t help but laugh. “ No, silly, that’s in 2012.”

  4. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    April 12, 2011 8:08pm UTC
    If We Ever Meet Again
    (part 34, other parts are on my profile.)
    Ocean City, MD.
    June 20
    I didn’t know what to say, I was out of words. He wanted me to explain something I just couldn’t explain. He wanted me to do something I normally don’t do, open my heart, and tell him how I feel. There’s no way I could tell him that the thought of leaving would bring me to tears, that I might never see him again, that in a couple of days, everything would change, that this summer won’t last forever, and that we’re going to have to either give up or die trying to be together.
    This has had such a good beginning but I’m not sure where it’ll end.
    Thud. Thud. Thud.
    “What’s that?” I ask breathlessly. I hear it again and again.
    Tye reaches for my hand and I let him. “Calm down, love. It’s only rain.” I can’t help but squeeze his hand tight. I love when guys call me things like love, dear, and other things instead of babe, and baby.
    The rain seems to be getting louder, and I have a feeling soon we’ll be hearing thunder. Not many things scare me, or do a lot of things amaze me, but rainstorms, they have a way of doing both at the same time. The sounds slightly frighten me but watching the rain pour down and the lightening in the sky is so stellar to watch.
    I start standing up and moving to the back when Tye lets go of my hand. “What are you doing?” he asks turning the car back on.
    “Now you want to leave?” I pout. He shakes his head. “No, I want to turn the AC on.”
    He winks at me as I start pulling my legs up towards my chest and tucking my sundress under my leg so I’m not showing anything. I onto the right side of the backseat window and gaze out and watch the rain hit the road viciously.
    “So what are you doing back there?”
    “Are you going to keep asking questions or are you going to join me?”
    “I need some help.” He teases grinning.
    I undo my whole body, sit up straight and reach my hand out for his. He grabs it and with all my might, which isn’t a lot, I attempt to pull him into the backseat. It doesn’t work. But he was making it hard on me on purpose. He’s much bigger than I am, and he put all his weight on the seat.
    I try to let go of his hand, but he pulls me up towards him, thankfully my head doesn’t hit the roof. I don’t resist, and he kisses me, just a short peck on the lips.
    “Now, I can go back there.”
    I smile and finally let go of this hand so he can come back peacefully. Instead of being all scrunched up by the window like last time, I let him sit down and I rest my feet on his lap. He doesn’t seem to mind, which makes me smile.
    “Can we talk now? Or are you going to bite my head off?” Tye asks while taking off my sandals for me.
    “Yes, but only because you’re being so sweet.” I say laughing a bit but then I stop once I hear thunder.
    Tye smiles which I take as a sign that I shouldn’t be scared, that I shouldn’t be scared of the thunder or talking about me leaving. I can’t hold it in until the last day I’m here or just completely ignore it, even if I find that much easier of my behalf.
    “I’m afraid.” Oh. My. Gosh. Here it goes. “I’m completely and utterly afraid of what’s going to happen when I leave. I don’t want to leave OC and act like nothing happened and we just forget about each other. I don’t want to have a long distance relationship, because I’ve seen them fail so many times before but I don’t want to just let go.” I take a breath. “If I could, I’d stay here, go to school here, but I don’t think that’s a possibility.” I really hope I don’t say too much. “I also don’t want to over think what we have. Yes, we’ve just met days ago, and no, I can’t say I love you romantically, but I really, really like you.” I look up at him he’s staring. At least I have his attention. “Then again, I don’t want to drop everything and we only last for a month. And I don’t want to feel like you can’t live your life because I’m in York, and you’re here. I don’t want to stop your life, my life because we try to make a long distance relationship work and we’re always worried about what the other one’s doing. Does this all make sense?”
    He nods his head up and down. I scotch up closer to him and now my thighs are on his. Before I give him a chance to respond, I lay my head next to his arm and he wraps his arm around me.
    “Allie, that’s where trust and communication come in, sometimes you have to face your fears and do something about it. I’m scared too, but I’m willing to face those fears if you’re there to do it with me.” Thud. Thud. Thud. The rain sounds like it’s about to break through the glass. “I don’t want to pretend like this summer never happened and forget about you. No. I can’t, I won’t let that happen. I’m willing to try this if you are. You can’t let the past scare you out of the future.”
    I start to shiver, this AC and the rain is making me beyond cold. Or maybe it’s something else.

  5. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    March 27, 2011 7:45pm UTC
    If We Ever Meet Again
    (part 33, other parts are on my profile.)
    Ocean City, MD.
    June 20
    I love car rides. They're so peaceful and calming, when I'm sitting in the passenger seat You get to look out the window and just day dream and that's exactly what I was doing. Sometimes when I'm going somewhere in the car I don't want to get up, I just want to sit there, forever, and be comfortable. I guess it's a good thing Tye didn't drive his car here, if he did I'd be driving right now. I hate driving in when it's pitch-black outside, but driving around at night has it's up. The lights, for one, are so beautiful to look at, even if we are just in Ocean City.
    "You tired?" Tye's voice rung through my ears, I was so into my thoughts that I practically jumped out of my seat. I shoved my hand away from my check, there was probably a big red mark from where my hand once sat, and shifted to look at Tye.
    "Just caught up in my thoughts." Expecting Tye to ask what they were about I turned myself towards the window again. We just passed an old looking ice cream place that probably doesn't get much business but it was lite up so pretty that it had to have dragged some tourist in. I might have to go there before we leave in a few days.
    Tye cleared his throat. "You know what I've been thinking about lately?"
    Me?
    I shook my head, not knowing if he saw me or not.
    "This whole baby ordeal and you going..." He slowly stopped, not finishing his sentence. His third word caught me offgaurd, baby? What baby?
    "Not yet, don't. But baby?" I asked rotating myself to looking at him again. Damn, he's so cute. There’s not any boys at home like him, with looks or personality. It's crazy to actually find someone in OC. I mean, we all hope and think about meeting someone wonderful here, but like 99% of the people never do. I must be getting lucky. Luck. Or fate. Whichever it may be, I'm so happy it happened. No, I'm not in love, yet, but he stills makes my tummy feel funny, even though I'm completely comfortable with him, he makes my heart beat faster, and when I see him he gives me the urge to just run up and hug him and never let go. It's different, yet so similar.
    He chuckled. "Kole. Koles baby." Then a smile eased onto this perfectly shaped face. Oh, that smile. I can't help but smile too when I see it.
    Kole’s baby, I almost forgot about that.
    "Well what exactly have you been thinking about when it comes to his soon-to-be baby?" I say perking up.
    "Just how Kelley feels about it, I mean she can't be too please about it." He sighed. "But then again, it's not like they've known each other long.
    "Neither have we." My mouth was thinking much faster than my brain. I could hit myself right now. I close my eyes, tight. The cars silent for a few seconds so I feel safe to open my eyes again. As soon as I open them, I have a pair of eyes looking into mine. Tye's eyes, the best kind. His smiles gone, and his face looks a bit serious.
    "It's different, with us. Isn't it?" He asked. I shake my head yes.
    "I didn't mean for it to sound the way it sounded. Actually, I didn't mean to say that at all." I mutter silently. He sighs, hopefully a sigh of relief. “But yeah, I haven’t talked to Kelley about that lately. I might have to talk to her whenever she gets home tonight.”
    “Allie.” I look at Tye. “Is it possible to care this much?”
    Hmmm. “Babies are a big deal, and he is your friend, so yes, probably.”
    He speeds up the car, I can feel it going at least 15 mph faster than before. Wherever we are, no ones too close in front of us so it must not matter much.
    “No. Not about the baby. You leaving.”
    I fiddle in my seat before saying anything. “Please, not right now. We’ll talk about this when the time comes, not right now. We still have time.”
    That answer doesn’t seem to satisfy him because he pulls my car over and turns it off. I can hear cars passing by much more quickly than they should be. I can’t even tell where we are, nowhere near the condo I’m assuming.
    “Are we on a highway?” I ask not looking directly at him. I know he’s not going to answer me, but it’s worth a shot.
    He takes off his seatbelt, and turns towards me completely. I unbuckle myself as well. “You can’t avoid this subject forever, you won’t be here soon, you’ll be home, in York, and I’ll be here, in OC, without you.”
    “I’m not avoiding anything.” I say a little louder than I should have.
    “Then why do you keep telling me to shhh whenever I bring it up?” He says calmly.

  6. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
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    February 27, 2011 9:26pm UTC
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  7. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    February 24, 2011 5:47pm UTC
    I write myself letters
    about how I feel about him,
    & Look back on them
    weeks later to see if I still
    l o v e h i m.

  8. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    February 21, 2011 4:34pm UTC
    Dear girl who feels like it'll never end,
    Eventually, the pain stops.
    Just be strong until that happens.

  9. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    February 10, 2011 3:25pm UTC
    B e c a r e f u l ,
    I / "loved" / him / once &
    l.o.o.k w.h.e.r.e t.h.a.t g.o.t m.e,
    HEART BROKEN < / 3

  10. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    February 7, 2011 10:20pm UTC
    If We Ever Meet Again
    (part 31, other parts are on my profile.)
    Ocean City, MD.
    June 20
    "Hey cutie." Jason purred which was followed by a wink when I walked out of the bathroom. I was wearing a very simple, white skinny strapped, flowy dress. It came just above my knee caps and I was wearing my black gladiator sandals.
    I gave him a look. "You're such a perv but you look nice too." He was wearing bleach white cargo shorts with a very light blue button up with the first two buttons undone and an unbuttoned dark brown vest, very vintage yet semi-formal.
    I left out a big sigh, I'm so glad he actually bought my lie. I told him we were going to meet a future employer and I needed a date, and we needed to look kind of dressed up. Good thing Jason likes people needing his help, it makes him feel tough and good inside. Kelley texted me the place and everything, she said not to tell Jason anything and my lips are sealed, literally. They're sealed with a lit pink shimmery lip gloss, even though I hate lip gloss with a passion, this was I love.
    "Shall we?" Jason asks in a deep voice, locking arms with me and heading out the door.
    I smile wide, showing my naturally straight and white teeth, all thanks to crest toothpaste.
    Harpoon Hanna's. That's where the party was, we pulled into a parking place way across the parking lot, the spaces were practically all filled besides a few lonesome ones in the way back. As we walk I see only one car that really stands out, it's a bright yellow mustang with the windows down. Ugh, I hate when people have their windows down the whole way when they park their car. The only person I know who does that is, Jesse. Jesse's here, and he must have Becca.
    "So," Jason said bumping into me, "Am I suppose to say anything for you to get this job?"
    "Nope, I just needed a date, merely for support." I giggle nervously.
    He starts walking a little faster. "Why are you looking for a job down here?"
    "Whoa, no need to book it, Speed Racer." I joke. "And I don't. Exploring options if you will."
    Jason nods knowingly. Ah, I can't believe he's buying this. I could have a career in lying! Wait, lying is what made me end up hating Tanner, plus a few extra brain-dead moves. When we walk through the glass doors of Harpoon Hanna's I see Jesse, and I can't help but smile. I almost wave, forgetting the whole surprise party. He has two menus in his hand, and leads us down a few steps then stops dramatically.
    "Whaaaaaat the -" I hear Jason moan. I turn around Chelsey snuck up behind Jason and tied a cloth napkin over his eyes and grabbed his arms.
    "Shhh. Just follow me and don't make a sound."
    "Alllllie, what's going on?" I can't help but giggle as Jason fiddles around unable to get out of Chelsey's grip. We walk down a few more stairs, and then head out to a patio with a bunch of people, balloons, cake, present, and streamers. This looks pretty good for a 3 year party. I turn around and I see Becca, with the same eye attire Jason has coming through the sliding glass door.
    "SURPRISE!" Everyone yells unison just as both blindfolds were being stripped off. Their eyes sparkled with happiness and their mouths were in the shape of a full-out smile. They both turned at the same time to see one another and they grabbed each other tightly and Jason kissed her lightly on her lips. Awh, how cute. I love when love actually decides to work for me.
    The surprised couple made their way around the party and greeted everyone and saying their thank you's. They looked so happy, and three years is a long time, especially for Jason. Soon they started playing music and I finally made me way to the girls and Jesse. All of them looked so gorgeous! They must have gotten up really early for all of them to get ready and put this whole party together. I wish they would have told me about it that way I was prepared for everything but sometimes a little challenge is good for you. Hmm, speaking of a challenge where in the world did Kelley and the girls get the money to pay for all of this? Sue and Steve must have chipped in, they had to have.
    "...look how happy they look." Brie says admiring Becca and Jason dancing.
    I was about to say something when I get a tap on the shoulder. I turn around and it's Tye.
    "Tye!" I explain turning fully around to hug him.
    He chuckles and hugs me back. "It's nice to see you too."
    One of the girls clear their throats, I look at Chelsey and she's smiling. She must have called him and told him to come, ah, I love my friends. 'Thank you' I mouth as Tye puts his hand in mine, it's cold, he must have had his air-conditioner on full blast. His icy hand makes my whole body tingle but in a good way. Tye looks cute as always, he's wearing a light orange polo that shows off his tan skin and tan cargo shorts.
    Tye leans down and whispers in my ear. "You look amazing."
    I giggle shyly and smile. I'm at a lost for words and that's when I realize Jesse's just staring at us.
    "Tye, this is Jesse's, he's from back home." I manage. "Jesse, this is Tye, from well, here."

  11. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    February 6, 2011 6:42pm UTC
    If We Ever Meet Again
    (part 30, other parts are on my profile.)
    Ocean City, MD.
    June 20
    "Have I really changed?" I asked as Jason turned right out onto the street.
    He shrugged.
    I didn't want to push the conversation but I had to. Have I really changed? If so, how have I changed? When did I change? Is it a good or bad that that I changed? I ran all these questions over and over in my head until I got the courage to ask them to Jason himself. Asking the questions wasn't the hard part, the part I was afraid of was the answers.
    Gripping onto the handle above the door I asked him, "How have I changed?" He sighed. "No, Jason, really, how?"
    "This trip, and the weeks before, you just seem so...empty?" He turned on the radio. I took that as a sign to shut up, I didn't want to, but I did. If We Ever Meet Again sang through the speakers. I couldn't help but smile, thinking of Tye. As I starting to bob my head and really getting into the song, it stopped. I look at Jason. He mouthed "Sorry." and pointed to his phone.
    Becca, I thought. She finally called him back. I wonder if she's with the girls. The girls, where the helll are they? I mean, leaving, not saying anything, it was so irritating and it made me want to bunch a baby, as Brie would say it. My thoughts stopped when my phone vibrated again, it was Jesse.
    -----------------------------------------
    Jesse: You know any other Jesses haha? I'm in O.C! You need to get Jason cleaned up, and you both need to look nice. Call Kelley asap when Jason isn't around.
    Me: Why are you here? & Okay? But why do I need to call Kelley and get us dressed up?
    Jesse: I'll explain later, just call Kelley and get ready.
    Me: Okay?
    -----------------------------------------
    When we got back to the condo, Jason practically ran to the couch and turned the TV on. I need to talk to Kelley without him hearing, for some reason, but I can't do it with him out here, he'll hear me where ever I go. And why do we need to get dressed up?
    "Jason!" I thought quickly. "You didn't get a shower yet, that's gross. You should go get one. Like now."
    With Jason in the shower I can call Kelley, find out what's going on and get both of us ready. Jason got up without saying anything with a smirk on his face as he walked back to his and Becca's room, hopefully to go get a shower.
    As soon as the door shut I walked closer to his door. A few seconds later I hear the water running. Good, he's getting a shower. I whipped out my phone and searched "K" through my phone book to find Kelley's contact. After all of the years I've known Kelley, she's never changed her number, yet I still don't know it by heart. The phone rung two times before she answered.
    "That took you a while! I'm surprised you didn't call earlier when you woke up." She sang. "But anyway, about Jason-"
    "Yeah, why do I need to get him dressed up?" I was antsy to find out what was going on and hoping Jason wouldn't get out of the shower before I was done talking. "And why did you all just up and leave without telling me or leaving me a note?"
    Laughter from the other line danced into my ears. "Whoa, I'm not my mother leaving notes taped to the counter." More laughter. "It's Jason and Becca's 3 year, we're throwing them a surprise party. We took Becca's phone and tied her up."
    "WHAT?! You tied her up?" I started laughing myself.
    "Eh, kind of, if you mean hanging out with Jesse all day and away from here and Jason, then yes."
    Ah, that's why Jesse's here?
    "So where is here? And when do I have to bring Jason to his party and what exactly should he be wearing?"
    "Don't forget about yourself, you need to be dressed up to." She said sternly.
    "Kelley, details. Now."
    I started pacing back and forth, soon heading back to the room I share with Chelsey, Brie, and Kelley. The room is directly across from Jason and Becca's room. I start tearing through my draws hoping to find something suitable, and holding onto my phone with my head and shoulder blade. Ahh, I found it...
    "You might want to write this down, and put it into the tom-tom." I rolled my eyes.
    "Where is this place, in the Bahamas?" I joked.
    "Close enough, Delaware."
    I stood up from my crouching position just as I heard the water stop running and a door opening.
    *I'm soooo soooo sooooo sorry I haven't written in like two months, I've been partly busy & lazy. I'll write as much as I can, promise!

  12. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    January 14, 2011 8:20pm UTC
    I want something more,
    something I'll never be able to have.
    &that's your love. forever happiness. a smile everyday. something to live for. a summer romance. a perfect body. no enemies. no regrets. fairytale ending. no pain. someone to completely relate to me. a friend who wont stab my back. just guy "friends". head games over. no more players. talking to a guy with out it called flirting. perfect hair. being loved for me. my mom to come back. no more war. travel the world before I die. not dying. time travel. artistic ability. stand up for something that matters. help the starving kids in Africa. a cure for cancer. for the innocent to not die. such a thing as friendly competition. stop world hunger. no more unneeded drugs and alcohol. only tears of joy. giving everyone a chance to live. fortune. a less harmful way to kill animals. someone saying "I love you." and meaning it. people getting what they actually deserve. global warming to stop. the world to never end. no more heartbreak. something bigger and better to come along. not worrying about always being safe. for my opinion and thoughts to actually matter. not being prejudge by something. to not be forgotten. no more guys in vans with candy. to be taken seriously. for the past to stay there. no such thing as depression. dreams becoming reality. hope. happiness. good memories. no more drama. something real. to go to heaven. bring back loved ones. every year to be better than the last. to laugh all the time. endless time. 11:11 and birthday candles to actually work. and finally, to just be god damn happy.

  13. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    December 29, 2010 11:10pm UTC
    What's a girl to do
    * when she's been lied to, mentally and emotionally screwed with, left with her heart shattered, stranded in the middle of nowhere, eyes full of tears, phone plastered with old texts, all promises broken, mind replaying memories and no one who cares.
    Please tell me, because I'd love to know.

  14. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    December 24, 2010 9:23pm UTC
    True Story;
    Me: What do you want for christmas?
    Him: All I want for christams is you.
    Me: :) No, material things silly.
    Him: Okay, a gamming chair that you just so happen to be sitting on.
    <3/

  15. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    December 8, 2010 9:51pm UTC
    I told Santa I want you for Christmas,
    that way he can wrap you in a box
    & you can SUFFOCATE ;/

  16. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    December 5, 2010 6:20pm UTC
    If We Ever Meet Again
    (part 29, other parts are on my profile.)
    Ocean City, MD.
    June 20
    While Jason for our meals I walked out to his car a while and tried calling the girls. I called Kelley first, no answer. Then Brie, no answer. Chelsey was last; her phone went straight the voice mail. I would have called Becca but I didn't have her number.
    I let myself into Jason's car. He had an older and I had no idea what model or year it was. The inside was leather. Not so great for the summer time, but as least he had working air-conditioning. I bulked my seat belt and pulled my phone out from my bra. That's were I keep it when I don't have pockets and I didn't have pockets today, I was wearing stretchy shorts.
    I went to my inbox and went through all my recently received texts. Mom, Tanner, Tye, Alexis, Facebook, and once again, this unknown number. I opened them all.
    Mom: Love and miss you bunches.
    Me: Love you too.
    --------------------------------
    Tanner: Hey.
    Tanner: Allie...
    Tanner: You can't just ignore me forever; you're bound to see me sometime.
    Me: I don't plan on ignoring you forever, just for the summer. Because I know when school starts I'll have to see your face everyday, but that doesn't have to start now, so "CYA."
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    Tye: Goodnight, Allie <3
    Tye: Call me whenever you can.
    Me: I will soon dear. <3
    ---------------------------------
    Facebook: Kelley Block has tagged you in a post. Reply, "stop" if you would like to stop notifications.
    Facebook: Nicholas Kase has asked to be your friend. Reply "add" you'd like to add them to your friends list.
    Facebook: Tanner Blare has commented on your status. Reply, "stop" if you would like to stop notifications.
    Me: Add
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    Unknown Number: Jesse...
    Me: Cortez ?
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    Alexis: Heeey :D
    Me: I MISS YOU ! <3
    ---------------------------------
    Jesse. I haven't talked to him since Tanner and I got in that big fight a few months ago. Did I delete his number or did he get a new one? I didn't have much time to think, or question myself about Jesse because the driver's door opened.
    I replied to all the texts, even Tanner's and within seconds after the messages sent my phone started vibrating.
    Jesse, Facebook, and Tanner. That was fast, very fast actually.
    “Now, that’s the old Allie,” Jason said smiling. “Phone in hand, and vibrating up a storm.”

  17. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    December 1, 2010 10:29pm UTC
    If We Ever Meet Again
    (part 28, other parts are on my profile.)
    Ocean City, MD.
    June 20
    "So where's Becca?" I asked taking a sip of my water. It was filled with ice, just the way I like it. I actually love chewing on ice. People tell me all the time it's bad for your teeth and who it thins your blood, but I still chomping it anyway.
    The place we went to was a place I've never been to while we were here, and I couldn't remember the name either. This place probably didn't have a name anyway, it was small and seemed so unknown.
    There are very few tables in here too, and no one but the workers and us were here. Where in the hell did he ever find this place? It's so small but at least it was clean. The walls were filled with pretty paintings, and the tables had tablecloths on them, how odd.
    "I'm not sure, maybe with everyone else?" He looked down at his phone.
    The waiter came and told us our food would be ready in a matter of minutes. That was pretty quick, we just ordered about 5 minutes ago, if that. He was shorter then Jason, but not short like a midget either. He had a chubby face, but a small body. This place and everyone in it is nothing but normal. But that doesn't matter right now, sometimes different is good. Very good actually.
    "Don't stress it, no ones called me either," I sighed. "And no ones picking up their phones, they just ring."
    "Yeah, I guess you're right."
    I laughed, "Of course I am, that's nothing new."
    He grinned. Good, he's not being so anxious anymore. Then I thought about the whole stomach pumping ordeal, I never even asked him if he was okay, or called to say I hoped he'd feel better.
    "You seem different." His voiced seemed stiff.
    I glared at him with a questioning look. "How so?"
    Just then the waiter came with our food, perfect timing. I was hungry, like I hadn't eaten in days, but I felt that I might not know what he fully meant. The chubby faced man sat my plate in front of me, and then gave Jason his. Grilled cheese and french fries, exactly what I was hungry for. I moved my eyes over to Jason's plate, chicken and fries.
    "I'm surprised you didn't get this instead." He said pointing to his chicken.
    The waiter came back and asked us if we needed anything else, I shook my head no, and smiled up at him. After he walked back into the kitchen, I continued the conversation.
    "Why is that surprising?" I asked intrigued.
    He shrugged. "All these years I've known you, you always, I mean always, get chicken." He shoved a fry in his mouth, I did the same. "If it's not chicken and fries, it's chicken on a salad, or a sandwich."
    This was true. I was amazed about how he knew this. "How do you know that?"
    Shrugging of the shoulders again. "I guess something’s you pick up on, or maybe I'm just very meticulous." He started eating his food, so I took that as a sign that this conversation was over.
    Digging into my food was easy, but trying to savior my french fries was hard. For one, they were probably the best fries I've ever had aside from Bricker's and I like to eat my fries last, never first. Jason probably saw what I was trying to do because every time I looked at him he was smirking.
    "Stop laughing at me!" I demanded.
    His smirk only got bigger. "I'm not laughing, just eating."
    "You're laughing inside, I can tell."
    "Do you guys need anything, more soda, water?" The waiter asked interrupting the conversation, again. This place might be empty, but this waiter made it feel like the complete opposite.

  18. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    December 1, 2010 9:24pm UTC
    Dear God,
    Why was I chosen to be who I am? Why must I live the life I have? Why do I do the things I do, or even the things I have done? It it my fate? My fault? My destiny? Why must I love so much? Why do I look the way I look? Why must ignorant, unloving people be in my life? Why do people act as if they care, when they really don't? Why are my friends my friends? Did you chose them, or have I done that myself? Why do I love who I love? Why must people be so evil and mean? Do you make them that way, or do they chose to be that way? Are we all meant for greatness, or is that just the lucky ones? Can I truly make something of myself, or is that just a lie? Why must baby's and helpless little kids die? Was it their time? Is there really such a thing as "a time", or do we just die because something tragic had happened? Do you chose who dies and who lives? Do you think that's fair? Why is there war? Why was there ever war? Why is there such a thing as pain? Why must life on earth have an ending? Why does everyone hurt so much? Why is the grass green, and the sky blue?
    Love,
    The girl with so many unanswered questions < 3

  19. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    November 30, 2010 9:06pm UTC
    If We Ever Meet Again
    (part 27, other parts are on my profile.)
    Ocean City, MD.
    June 20
    I woke up and no one was beside me. I propped myself up from lying down and rubbed my eyes. I looked around the room and no one was in the room. It was empty; the only thing that was in the room was me, and a bunch of clothes and bags everywhere.
    I yanked the covers off my body and dragged myself out of the king size bed. The sun was trying to make it's way through the half-way closed blinds. What time is it? I thought to myself. Remember there was a clock in the room, and not knowing where my phone was, again, I jogged to the clock. It was covered by one of Kelley's tank tops, I could tell because it had a stain from the other day at lunch. Grinning, I grabbed the top and throw it to the ground. 11:09 am. Almost 11:11, I stood there for a while until the clock hit the well-known time. I made my wish and walked out of the doorway.
    Empty. No one was "home". The kitchen was surprisingly clean. The living room was the same way, minus the coat. There was a pillow and a comforter thrown across it. I walked over to the couch, and starting pulling at the blanket. Someone was under there. Yes, so not everyone left me. I peeked under and saw what looked like Jason's hair. I guess he got back from the hospital last night.
    Last night, what happened last night? I remember being with Tye, meeting him mom and dad, and Keara. But how'd I get back to the condo? That I don't remember.
    Dropping my thoughts I raced into the shower and grabbed a bright blue towel that I think was too small but I didn't care.
    I dried myself of and wrapped the towel around my body when the door swung open. Jason was standing there, shocked.
    "I-I-I didn't know you where here. Everyone else is gone." He stuttered. I could see the shakiness in his eyes.
    I wrapped the towel around me tighter hoping with was covering everything. "It's fine, just cover your eyes?"
    He gasped, and followed my instructions. I grabbed my clothes off the floor and skated in to Brie, Chelsey, Kelley and My room. I got dressed and was about to do my hair when my stomach started to growl. I walked back out into the kitchen and opened the fridge. Nothing, just frozen pizzas and that's not what I was hungry for.
    "I'm sorry, again."
    I turned to look at Jason, "It's cool, honestly. God, I'm so hungry, aren't you?"
    "Yeah I am actually. Do you know where everyone went?"
    I looked at the clock on the oven it read, 11:32 am. Jeeze, I was hoping it was later. "No. I woke up and no one. They all dipped."
    He laughed. "Well, want to go grab something to eat. I'll buy?"
    "Hmm, sure. But my hair, it's like still dripping."
    "So."
    I started walking into the bedroom, "Give me 5 minutes?"
    Kicking the floor covered by clothes I discovered my phone. No missed calls, no texts. Of course when everyone goes missing, that’s when my phones not blowing up.
    I put my bangs in a bump, and quickly gelled my hair, with this summer heat, it’d dry fast.

  20. alliehasfeelings alliehasfeelings
    posted a quote
    November 23, 2010 5:47pm UTC
    If We Ever Meet Again
    (part 26, other parts are on my profile.)
    Ocean City, MD.
    June 19
    Dinner went pretty good for the most part. The ham was the best I've ever had, his mom, Lorry really knows how to cook. I thought his dad might be some uptight guy, like Daddy Warbucks was in the beginning of Annie, but boy was I wrong. Tye's dad was nothing but generous and warm. I was hopping they wouldn't frown upon me because I'm not exactly one of the, in fact I'm nowhere near their state of wealth.
    "You ready to go?" He asked once everything was cleaned off the table.
    "But I didn't get to see your room." I joked putting on a pouty face. I got up from the table and thanked his parents for the food and their hospitality.
    "Alright, come on." He said reaching for my hand.
    Tye's room was on the third floor, a lot of walking just to get to your room I thought. His was on the far right, and looked like it was the only actual bedroom on the floor. There were 4 other rooms on the floor plus a bathroom. His room was like triple my room size. He had a king-size bed with Tory story sheets, when I saw that I had to laugh. Surprisingly his room was clean, he had his xbox360 on the floor by his tv, he even had this own gaming chair.
    His walls were cleaning, bare, nothing on them. He had picture frames on his nightstand, computer desk, everywhere. Someone’s sentimental.
    "Cute, very manly." I said walking towards his nightstand; they had the most pictures on them.
    He stopped me before I had a chance to look at any of the pictures. "Don't-"
    "Touchy, touchy." I joked.
    He put one of the picture frames facing down. I didn't know why, or what made him do that but he quickly changed the subject. He asked me when I was leaving, and simple things like my favorite color, things I like to do when I'm bored, the movies I like, anything you could have asked someone, he asked me. I found out things about him too. His favorite colors green, he's in love with football, playing and watching it. I told him I didn't know much, just what I learned from being a water girl back in 8th grade. He laughed and thought that was cute.
    Tye went to go get something to show me, and he left the room. When he left I couldn't help myself, I had to see what the picture was of. I moved myself across his bed, and picked up the wood frame. In the picture was a girl and Tye, he had his arms around her and she was laughing. They looked happy, really happy, in love even. She had light brown shoulder length hair, and a very pretty face, even if it was smothered in wrinkles from her laughing.
    "Keara," Tye said. "Her names Keara."
    He startled me, and I dropped the picture like it was covered in spit.
    "Who is she?" I found myself asking a question without my consent.
    He walked back over to the bed, sat down on the edge, and safely put a camera down on the floor. He shifted a little from side to side until he answered me.
    "She was my girlfriend from when I was 16." He said it slowly and sadly. He scooted closer to me, and picked up the picture I let fall.
    "What happened?" I said turning my head to the side to look at him. "I mean with you two."
    I could tell from his expression that something horrible happened, like his heart broke back then, and it was breaking once again, right now. It's all because of me, I shouldn't have looked at the picture, or asked questions. Even with all the emotions showing through his face he answered again.
    "She was in a car crash," He said shaking his head. "And let's just say it didn't end well."
    He didn't have to say any more, I knew what happened. She died. And he loved her. He didn't have to say it either, I could just tell.

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