confession #5 there only one person i WILL tell my problems to. only because she knows how i feel and tries to help me. my other friends just get mad because i'm insecure as f*ck.
confession #5 i put on a fake smile everyday for school. 1.) because i'm sure nobody cares why i'm upset. and 2.) i hate troubling people with my problems.
confession #2 i look at myself everyday in the mirror and think "why can't i be pretty, skinny, and outgoing like these other girls?" that's all i want in life. is to be wanted by people other than family.
me: i think i'm gonna go to sleep now. TV: lol but good shows are on. iPod: sleep? is that a new app? sleeping position: lol you're not gonna be comfortable. mind: what's the meaning of life though? temperature: lol it's too hot and too cold. noises: oh, you said be louder? okay.