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The cool blade touches her soft, warm skin. Digging deeper, crimson blood trickles out. She looks at her wrist, filled with cuts and scars, each one reminding her of the story that lies behind it. Looking up, the stories start to blend together as a single tear drips from her eye and slides down her cheek. Then she cries and cries. Draggin herself over to the bed, she stops crying and surpresses her emotions. She'll try to get some sleep, but it is no use. As soon as her head sinks into the pillow, insomnia sets in.
How did i let things get so bad? I used to be a cheery, bright-eyed little girl. What has happened to me? Answer; life. It scares me how fast time passes by. Whats even worse is how quickly things can change. Two years ago, everything was good and i was happy then. Its funny how so many things used to matter. Now, i quit doing the things that i loved. (basketball, horseback riding) Nothing matters. Im in my own little world and i cant get out. I stare into the mirror and see a girl staring back at me - one who i dont recognize sometimes.
Lets look at my life as it is now. On the outside, im your average 14 year old girl. But behind my fake smile, the story is much deeper. Im in love with my best friend. Unfortunatly, she is my ex- best- friend's girlfriend. What a situation this is.....
just a vent, wrote this a while ago... comment, tell me what you think(:
- 100% mine