I know that i told myself that i would stop thinking about you,
stop checking your facebook profile, and stop thinking of all the what ifs,
but it's really hard to forget someone you crushed on for like four years and never did anything
to change our status to just knowing each other, to friends, or even something more...i really wish
that i wouldn't have been so shy or had more confidence or something while i had the chance,
cause now...i can't even talk to you or see you, the closest thing i have to ever seeing you is in
your profile pictures being a big flirt with all kinds of "pretty" "popular" girls.
I thought that you were a great guy when i knew you and lived by you, but no, you've changed and
i can't get myself to understand that it's not worth it to think about you anymore or the what if i
didn't move away, or what if i wouldn't have been so shy.
I'm done, i'm not going to think about you, the what if's, and i'm not going to check your profile
.
----sorry had to write it somewhere