I Don't Have Feelings.
I don't have feelings
Because,
mommy & daddy don't want me.
mommy & daddy don't want to know me.
mommy & daddy are bad.
mommy & daddy left me.
mommy & daddy are not really meant to be my mommy & daddy.
mommy & daddy were not meant to be together.
mommy & daddy made a mistake, I was that mistake.
Because,
I used to have feelings
But you threw them away.
I used to love you
But you gave me away.
I used to care what you thought
But you showed me that you don't.
I used to cry
But you wasted all my tears.
I used to miss you,
But you have been gone for years.
Because,
I know now my life was a mistake.
I know now it is way too hard to take.
I know now that i have to live it anyway.
I know now i don't have to be good.
I know now you never thought me what was good.
I know now its my life and i don't need you.
I know now that you never cared.
I know now that its my life and i could do what i want.
I know now it doesn't matter because, no one is there.
By the one & only:
Sarah_Suicide.