The tears keep rolling, cause you know what I want to say to you?
Bailey, you told me you loved me when we were together. You promised you didn't like Arri whatsoever. Now you're with her. You're with somebody who could hurt you the instant they get really mad. You're with somebody who has more issues than I do. You say you're so happy with this one, but what about me? Were you not happy with me? What happened to US. What happened to laying on the bench outside of PQ holding each other? What happened to me being your princess? When you broke up with me, you went right to Arri. The DAY you dumped me. The DAY you dumped me, you two were together. How does this happen? When that day you were telling me about how much you loved me, it was my BIRTHDAY weekend. We spent the ENTIRE day together. We were so happy. What happened to that girl that made everything go better? Now I'm numb, now I'm numb thinking about you and Arri. I cry every night, okay? You wanna hear how upset I am? I cry every night. Every night away from you is like a stab in the heart. I feel like I'm numbing everywhere because I can't text you like we used to. There's nothing between us? I still am in love with the girl who told me she loved me. Now, this girl you're with- she has everything I ever held. She has my world. And for the moment that I was able to call you mine, I should have lived it up more because now I'm devistated for trusting you. You, out of all the people. I still love YOU. You carved your name inside my heart, now this burn won't stop. You and I will never be friends. I can't stand being like this. I will NOT get over you because every time I try... I really do try.... Your words keep repeating. Over, and over, and over. Everybody tries to tell me that I'm better off with out you. But, I'm worse. I'm worse than I ever was before. Arri doesn't deserve you. But I guess you will have to see that for yourself. Sometimes, when I'm crying like this- I wish we had never met. I wish we - or I - had never fallen in love with you. I think you're confused. But, you know what. I won't change your mind. There's no fu*cking point in trying to because you're gone. Dylan warned you that Arri was into you. You denied it. Then you tell me... You fu*cking tell me that you've liked her since Pride Fest? What kind of person are you? </3
the fear of mirrors
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