i've never had a lonelier moment than this here, missing you, wishing you
would hold me near, i've never cried like this, with so many tears, never shook
like this with so many fears, never hurt like as im missing all those years, never
fell like, as i was not thinknig too clear. &+ now, now?! Well, it's gotten worse, but
they say i'll be fine, of course. but with this head ache, and this heart break, i dont
think i can beat out this pain.