Name: Alexandra Krueger
Age: 16
im done with peoples shit, ive figured out life is just setting you up to get hurt, every single step you take. im the most confusing person to walk this earth, but i have my reasons for every single thing i do and say. i hate when people look on the negative side of everything. where the fuck are you going to get in life being negative? i have no hope for anything. everything fails. nobody sticks around in your life forever, so why put them there in the first place? again, you just set yourself up to get hurt. i fucking love acoustic music, it makes my heart melt :) it's the only thing that can put me in a good mood and take shit off my mind. im never home. i occupy myself 99 percent of the time to keep my mind off shit. come into my life all you want, but i will push and push. its the way i am, take it or leave it. i have no reason to let someone in and be sure everything will be okay, nobody does. this is why people get so hurt, because they do everything and dont think about the consequences. well, im not going to be one of you. i've changed alot, im the weakest person, but i can be strong about alot. you'll never figure me out. i hate guys who dont take girls seriously, grow some fucking balls and respect, is it that hard? i'd rather be the guy to push the person im with away, then to act like i dont give a shit and cheat on them, etc. but thats just me. whatever floats your boat. anyways, i have one true best friend. he's my backbone, he always will be, the one person i will never push. as for everyone else, good luck putting my wall down, and if you do, i guess your meant to be in my life. i dont look ahead in time, i live one day at a time. i get nervous about everything, im over protective, way too jealous, get over it, im a caring person. sometimes i even care too much. and ALWAYS for the wrong person. i know im a good person, i just get mixed up with all these fucked up people. but, they've taught me alot, and made me stronger. im working on trying not to give a shit about anything, caring is over-rated and puts you through too much pain, nuff said.
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