So I like this guy...
He goes to my church. He's extremely tall, adorable, smart, nice, funny, and almost 4 years older than me. At first he seemed interested in me, he was nice, he joked with me, and he was only a little awkward. Now he ignores me. pointedly. It's seriously almost rude how much he ignores me. And if I try to talk to him, he' super duper awkward and weird. I've spent so many days thinking about him, wanting him, wishing for him, when I know he doesn't care at all about me. So tomorrow is Sunday. I'm going to church. I'm going to fix my hair. I'm going to wear a gorgeous dress and heels. I'm going to spend time on my makeup. I'm going to look awesome. I'm going to hold my head up, stand tall, and ignore the hell out of him. I'm going to show him I don't care if he talks to me or not. I don't care if he likes me or not. I don't care if he looks at me or not. I don't care about him.
And I'm going to mean it.
it's long! sorry <3 thanks for reading!