you asked me why i havent given up on you like everying else has recently. my mind just went blank and i couldnt think of anything but that question. how could i give up on something that has made me who i am and made everything worth living for for the past 2 years. with you everything was like a secret other life, i had my friends and then i had you and your friends. everything was different, it was amazing. no one had any idea about us or who we were, but that was what was so good about it, the secrecy without anyone getting involved and causing problems. that day they all saw us and found out i knew it was changing, they all wanted to get involved and as much as they're welcome, this is our friendship and the secrecy is what makes it special. i remember everything we've ever done together, everywhere we've gone, everything you've said and all the pety arguments we have, and most of all ill never forget that evening in the beginning we sat together and spoke for hours, it was then that i realized you were more than just someone i met who would eventually leave. you scare me so much when you try to not show you care about things, but we both know we'd hate for eachother to muck up our lives and thats why i'll always be there. everyones turned their back on you, it just shows they never knew the real you, the incrediable person you are. No matter who leaves your life ill be the person standing by your side whatever happens what the point of wasting those two years when some of the best memories happened in them. please dont give up, you're worth so much more than you think, youre the best friend i could ever ask for and after everything we've been through, why end it now when its only the beginning?
UsedToBeNeverWas