I'm over him.
I'm not really fond of him at the moment. Why? He told me he loved me, that it'd crush him if he ever lost me, and that he'd never forget me. He's a freaking hypocrite. He doesn't give a crap about me. My friend even told me he talked about me, and not good things.. We've dated three times. I've turned down so many guys just because I was so "in love" with him. I finally took off his necklace and ever since I have, I've been happier AND I've been doing better in sports. I've been having guys all over me. I can actually go to bed at a decent time instead of staying up all night because I couldn't sleep; I was crying over him. I've cried a lot over him, actually. But ever since I took that god damn necklace off, I can actually think, I can actually breathe, I can do things that I used to do and not break down because of him. I can smile and mean it.
But..
The other day I went to the school library and guess who came in after I sat down. HIM. I'm gonna be honest, my heart stopped. It skipped a beat. I don't really know what it did, but it's the same thing it did when we dated. I like someone else, but I still think of him all the time. When I hear his name, my head turns that way, or I perk up to listen about what they're saying. When I see him, I smile and laugh, but not to make sure he knows I'm happy, but just maybe he'll fall for my smile like he said he did.
I'm over him, but things wont ever be the same. <3