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Hey guys, it's Payton. I blow out the candles on June 17, even though i don't celebrate my bithday. I have't had  a birthday, Christmas, Easter, or any other holiday in 3 years. My brother Jason died when i was 13 and ever since then, my life has been a horror movie. I am 16 going on 17 this year, and all I want is to have people support me and for me to be free. I have light brown hair and pale white skin. I love when people support me, it really helps.

Friend me on Facebook= Payton Everson
and or
email me= timefortheend@gmail.com

Byee- with broken hearted love- Payton
  1. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 12, 2012 4:55pm UTC
    Beacause sometimes, we try to get away from it all, but it doesn't work, and after we have been pushed around, it's time to say goodbye. <3
    -Payton

  2. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
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    June 12, 2012 4:14pm UTC
    Beacause sometimes, we try to get away from it all, but it doesn't work, and after we have been pushed around, it's time to say goodbye. <3
    -Payton

  3. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 12, 2012 1:55pm UTC
    I'm leaving now. Wish me luck... <3- Payton

  4. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 11, 2012 10:28pm UTC
    I just want someone to talk to. please friend me on facebook or email me, i just want to talk to someone and vent. here on witty, i feel as if nobody is listening. sure i am grateful for those who support me, but i have had a lack of love and care in my life, and i feel as if i have nothing to live for.
    <3- Payton

  5. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
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    June 11, 2012 6:59pm UTC
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  6. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 11, 2012 3:47pm UTC
    The knocking on my door is becoming more intense. I am very frightened, for who would not sense their own fear if 7 grown, drunk men were knocking apon the door. I can only imagine what will happen to me. I have no choice but to listen. Please pray for me, if any one cares to comment, it makes me feel better after reading the inpiring things put up.
    I am shaking, i will open the door and most likley be pushed to the ground for not answering. Things will only get worse.
    God please protect me and let me stay alive, and if not, put me to rest before the pain comes apon me.
    Thankyou- Payton <3

  7. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
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    June 11, 2012 3:10pm UTC
    beacause today will drag on, tommorrow will speed by... hopefully.
    Today has been terrible already. My dad has some of his friends over... and they're all drunk... This won't end well, but hopefully it won't be like last time. Last time i couldnt move for 2 days and i still have scars mentally and on my body from that. Wish me luck.

  8. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 11, 2012 12:49pm UTC
    One more day till I run away.
    One more day till he can't hit me.
    One more day until it is all starting to get better.
    If not one more day, then a mere hour off of one day and death will swallow me.
    Either way, nearly one more day till I am happy. <3

  9. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 11, 2012 12:33pm UTC
    I believe in miracles, even if I haven't seen one in my life.
    I believe in miracles, even if they take 16 years to get here.
    I believe in miracles, because my brother did. He was a miracle. He practically raised me, and that car never needed to hit him, because he never did anything to deserve it.
    I believe in miacles, because I am going to join my brother.
    Seeing him again will be a miracle... <3

  10. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 11, 2012 1:20am UTC
    I swear that there are camera's in my room... i keep hearing the zooming of a lens...

  11. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 11, 2012 12:30am UTC
    I am going to escape in 2 days. I plan to run away and find some kind of foster care around here. IDK what town we live in... I am going to leave my computer behind, for the better. Maybe I will see witty after me escape, but the next 2 days are it. <3 Payton

  12. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 10, 2012 11:16pm UTC
    I am back. Nothing serious, just a normal beating. I sware if I could escape, I would. I have a red spot on my back, and I guess I'll have a few more bruises on my body, but that is the least of my worries. soo, I have an e-mail account now, and I used a name from my family (from when I was younger). My name is Payton and this is my email; timefortheend@gmail.com
    PLEASE EMAIL ME IF YOU WANNA TALK, I am eally not used to speaking with other people, so, yea... I thought that I was hust gonna pour my feelings out to a computer screen, I had no idea that anybody would accually listen. thanks, <3

  13. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 10, 2012 10:37pm UTC
    People say escape; I am left to ponder why? My life here is fine. I eat once a day, sleep on a matress and intereact with humans. Isn't my life fine? I surely want to die, because there is no way that I want children with my own father... I am thiinking of escapeing, but it will take a while. My parents seem to have forgotten about the computer that I own, and I am very gratful to god for that. My parents have always been strict, they were religious, but when I turned 13 and my brother died, they started the hell I live in today. There is a knock apon my door, it must be my father because mother snuck out and I am left to wonder what he wants. Why, just a mere hour ago, he had his fun! I already ate... He must be overly drunk and angry. Farewell, I really hope things turn out ok tonight! Hopefully I will be returning to my computer soon!

  14. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
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    June 10, 2012 10:28pm UTC
    In case some of you are wondering the theory of my quotes, I write genuine truth. What goes on is what goes on. I really want to die, but have no way of it. My father is usaually drunk, and my mother is usaually high and or out. I am locked away in my room and have nothing to do but write. I write stories of my life, of fantasy, of everything. i was homeschooled. My parents quit wanting to teach me, so I have taught myself to the best of my abilities. I am only 16 years of age and I have nothing but my parents. I want a way out and one day I will find a way, be it death or be it escape. Meanwhile, i constantly lay in the shadows, thinking.

  15. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
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    June 10, 2012 10:16pm UTC
    It is all over. Hiding in the vast shadows, I lay there, shivering. My drunken father stumbles down the stairs. I run over to the door and lock it, and briskly walk to the closet. I gaze upon the small area, and smile in pleasure. I pull out one of the few outfits I own and slip it on. I make my way to one of my only possesions; a computer. I flip the power on and watch the brilliant machine come to life. I stare blankly at the internet browser, and decide to look up sites where I can vent what is going on. As it loads, I look around my closet. It holds a computer, 7 outfits, one pair of shoes, a chair, a desk, and a table lamp. This is where my possesions go. Outside the closet is a pretty much empty room that contains a metal frame bed and a mirror, plus a simple door, and a small window. The window has buglar bars over it and shades that are never to be opened. I do not understand the thought process of my so called parents. Lock me away, beat me, abuse me- sexually and phisically, yet give me a computer? It makes no sense. The search results come up and I gaze upon them. One of the results is a site called 'witty'. I click on it and look over it. As I go to make an account, I notice that no personal info is neccesary. i smile and make an account. After looking at quotes by others, I decide to make my own. I get to my third quote and decide to write what goes on.

  16. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 10, 2012 9:47pm UTC
    Pain; to what extent can you handle it? Of course, everyone will eventually go through pain at one point or time in his/her life. Not everyone will experience the same kind of pain, but close enough to understand.

  17. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
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    June 10, 2012 9:13pm UTC
    I’m not sure why I’m writing this. I went online to look up information on suicide: statistics, methods and all that stuff. I was raised in a family where I went to church every Sunday and was taught the importance of faith and God in our lives. It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t help me. I got hurt…. bad… when I was a child. I was hurt in a way that no person, no little child should be hurt. I think about suicide on a daily basis… sometimes it’s all that I can think about. I’ve been hospitalized for attempts before. I’ve been put on medications to help the depression… the mental disorders that doctors are so quick to diagnose. I’m sick of it all. Why should I bother trying anymore? I’m not even afraid of dying. I’m not afraid of pain. I just want to leave this world. Please pray for me. I’m tired of trying.

  18. Time_For_The_End Time_For_The_End
    posted a quote
    June 10, 2012 9:01pm UTC
    Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna get great right at the end and make it all worthwhile. No one should blame you for walking out early.

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