When i think about my future...
I don't think about college. I don't think about wedding dresses or little rascals running around. I don't see myself living in one place, buying a house, having a pool and a garden. I see myself on the road, traveling the world in my Volkswagen bus with a backpack. I see myself meeting fantastic, knowledgeable strangers at gas stations and in bars. I see myself laughing, having a good time with my friends. I see myself filling my noggin with knowledge only the road can give me. I see myself being a gypsy, figuring out myself and that's it. So maybe i don't have my future on a chart, planned from start to finish. Maybe i wont go to college right after high school. Maybe i wont stay in this rundown town. Maybe I'll just have to run away from my life for a little while to find myself. I want to travel the states, go to England, write my heart on the pages of a notebook, fill my head with experience. I want a story to tell my kids, my grandkids, my friends, my family. I want laughs, i want tears, i want trouble, i want fun. I don't want a white picket fence, i want my bus and the road ahead of me. I want to live, not be alive.