You know that feeling?
When you're just waiting.
Waiting to get home, in your
room, close your door, fall in your bed, & just let everything out that you held in all day. That feeling of both relief & desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either & you're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. But you just want someone to be there to tell you it's okay. But you know that nobody is going to be there & you know you have to be strong for yourself, because nobody can fix you. But you're tired of waiting. Tired of being the one who fixes yourself, & everyone else. Tired of being strong. For once, you just
want it to be easy.
To be simple.
To be helped.
To be saved.
But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping. & you're still wishing. & you're always staying strong & fighting, with tears in your eyes, you keep on fighting.
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