I want to be independent. I tell myself I don't need anyone to keep me going. But then I see the most perfect guy, and I wonder what it would be like if I had someone like him. Someone who would love me and not care how I looked. Someone who would make sure I was always happy, and would always be there for me. I wonder what it would be like if I was loved by him, and I realize that no matter what I say, I really want that more than anything.